He's My Nerd and I'm His Jock

Chapter 6 - Secrets

<The side picture is of Dylan.>

Dylan's POV

As I stood in the lunch line, I saw Addison so I started whistling because I knew he hated it.

"Oh, hey Dylan. When we're done getting our lunch, do you want to sit with me?"

How could I say no to him? For crying out loud, I fucking love him. Yes, I love him. I have known ever since sixth grade, but I had to move so we did not know each other, but I fucking love him still.

"Yeah, it's not like I have any friends... besides you, obviously," I said ever so stupidly.

He smiled and turned around. After Addison got his jalapeños, cookies, ice cream, and pickles, I got my lasagna and milk and then we went to sit down. Addison sat in between me and a jock.

"What's up with all of the crazy food?... Why do you have jalapeños, I thought you hated spicy things?" The jock asked with concern.

"I don't know, I just wanted some," Addison replied nonchalantly and then he picked up the jock's hand to... play with his fingers? What? Why?

"God I love you so much, you don't even know," the jock said to my Addison, my Addison... gerr.

The jock tilted his head up to kiss him on the lips, and might I add, they were using their bloody tongues. The kiss lasted for about five minutes until I interrupted the kiss by clearing my throat.

Addison blushed and apologized.

" Do you want to go out tomorrow?" I could see the guilt start to form in his eyes after I asked him.

"Sorry, I have a date with my boyfriend tomorrow. What about the day after?"

I felt the tears start to form, so I said a quick yes and left the lunch room to burst into the bathroom.

God, why did I have to fall for him? I am never going to get him now, with his stupid cu-.

My thoughts were interrupted by a jock entering the bathroom, " Hey you okay? My name is Preston, what's yours?" He asked softly afraid he might break me.

"Dylan... why are you here? Why did you follow me here? It's not like you care, nobody does," I whispered the last part.

"I care, I know that you like Addison. I probably should not tell you this but, I'm gay and in love with Wyatt. What I'm saying is that, I love Wyatt and you're in love with Addison... I want to help you get Addison and you could help me get Wyatt in return. Deal?" I paused as I had to think about it for a long time.

Pros//Cons

I get Addison// I lose Addison

He stays happy with me// He will hate me

He might love me back// He might not love me back

You know what, fuck it.

"Yes, what's the plan?"

Addison's POV

"Wyatt, should I go get him? I mean I don't want him thinking that I don't care. In fact, I don't want him to think that nobody cares."

 Go, the ones who matter, don't mind and those who matter, don't mind either."

I giggled and kissed him on the lips, "Words of the wise baby, words of the wise."

I walked into the bathroom to see Preston and Dylan talking, I smiled and walked over to them, "Hey, you okay? Why did you run off like that?"

"Oh, uh, it's just that I... did not feel so good, but I'm fine now," he said and looked suspicious but I brushed it off.

"Oh okay, do you want to come back to lunch before the bell rin-."

BBRRRRIIIINNNNGGG

"I guess not."

All three of us walk back to class to finish this day in hell.

End of the day...

As I walked down the hall to go home a piece of paper hit me on the head and fell onto the ground. I unfolded the paper and saw messy writing on it, but it was still readable.

Hello FAGGOT,

I hope you know that YOU'RE a DISGRACE to this earth. NOBODY will LOVE YOU. YOU can GO DIE and NOBODY will ever KNOW. You're FAT, UGLY, STUPID, and WORTHLESS. NOBODY wants YOU or you're FAGGOT germs.

I ran home and started to cry a lot, actually more like crying a river. God, I'm so pathetic. As my cries got louder and heavier, I lifted my shaky hands and got one of the sharpest razors I have.

I opened the black box and pulled out a random razor. Rolling up the sleeve of my sweater, showing my skin, I attached the blade to my skin.

I repeated this action for about five minutes till I started seeing black dots and passed out. The last thing I heard was Wyatt calling my name and him lifting me up.

A/N: What do you think is wrong with Addison and who do you think wrote the note? Song is Jealous by Nick Jonas in Dylan's POV.

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