Depression

chapter 31

Today, during one of my classes, my friend who cuts to said," rachel....." And showed me her arm. One of the cuts had opened. She was crying and it was terrible. So, I always keep a bandaid in my locker and so I had to go get that and when I got back she was shaking........ And I ran like hell. A boy said," why are you running so fast?". I didnt care. We were in the library by the way. So I gave it too her and she was having a full blown panic attack. We got it patched up and everything was fine. Then a boy who knew about both of us asked what was wrong because I was panting and she was shaking. I told him but I had to lean down and one of out friends saw and asked me why I never told them anything. He said I've known you longer. I said he understands. He got really mad and now I feel like s*it