it's been a month since ricky and i ended things and i have no choice but to get married now. and since ricky now wants nothing to do with me, i'll be marrying josh.
of course i was upset at the idea at first, i mean who wouldn't be. i genuinely loved him, but maybe ricky was right. maybe we aren't meant to be together. it hurts like hell, but there's nothing i can do to change it. it's just the way it is. i was honest with josh about what is as going through with ricky and he completely supported me and helped me get over ricky. i'm pretty sure i'm now completely over ricky.
josh and i left to go to paris to escape everything, where i fell even more in love with him. he proposed to me three days into our trip in front of the effel tower and i said yes! i know he wasn't my absolute first choice, but he loves me and i love him.
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mother was over the moon when she found out about our engagement and we immediately got to planning the wedding.
i want it to be as magical as possible. if im gonna get married so young, i want it to be absolutely perfect. and so far, it looks like it's gonna be everything i've dreamed off and more.
i'm still deciding whether i want it inside or outside but im leaning more towards outside for dinner
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or maybe something more extravagant like these
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