Silent Heart

Honest feelings

Den: Ibalik mo na ako sa kwarto ko please, nawalan na ako ng gana kumain. 

Dennise wipe the tears escape her eyes when she release her words that the alyssa, the old alyssa is dead. The hope she was holding onto is slowly slipping and by which alyssa raise a pitch in front of her by her own words that the alyssa she knew in the past is no longer at her grasp. Hurt and lost for hope she felt deep inside of her heart, even though she wipe her tears but still it betrayed her, those painful words from alyssa has sink in to the bottom of her bones and her bleeding heart. 

Dead air surrounded them at the moment. Alyssa became silent and her eyes saw how the tears falling from den's eyes was like slow mo. In seeing those tears she felt her heart sting, realizing the wrong choice of words she just spoke, somehow those words just came out maybe her temper was also running thin, because of the constant comparison of her and the old alyssa. 

She hesitated but eventually spoke.

Aly: Den....

Den: Please take me back to my room...wala na tayo dapat pag usapan pa. Sabi mo nga the alyssa that I used to know is dead, so this conversation has lost it's purpose. I have no reason to talk to you or see you. (she said coldy)

Tumayo si dennise, kahit nahirapan siya ay ginawa niya pa rin, nasaktan siya at sobrang lalim ng sugat tinatak ni alyssa sa kanya. Agad naman tumayo rin si alyssa para alalayan si dennise. Nakita ni alyssa ang sakit sa mga mata ni dennise habang nakatitig siya sa asul na mata nito. Hinawakan ni dennise ang braso ni alyssa para suporta sa pag tayo niya, at milyon milyon na boltahi ulit na ramdaman ni alyssa pag dapo nga kamay ni dennise sa kanyang braso. 

Aly: Den pag-usa---

Nag salita si dennise at pinutol kung anu man sasabihin ni alyssa.

Den: Wala na tayo pag usapan alyssa. Hindi ako tanga, like a told you before matalino ako, and I can see right through you! Akala mo ba hindi ko alam ginagamit mo lang ako? Using me to get something that you and your sick commander wants! I played along! Hoping that my alyssa, the old alyssa is still in there!! But like you said she's dead. Then I'l let her rest, I wont let her memory be stained by you!.

Each words that dennise spoke is like piercing to aly's skin, like knives slowly sinking in and letting the blood flow, dripping and painting it with a bloody red. Indeed dennise saw right through her. 

Denise look at alyssa with a angry eyes and how she saw alyssa slowly let her head down as if guilty to her own actions. How can alyssa defend herself when the person she was trying to fool has already figure her out. But her head had started hurting once more.

Dennise saw alyssa wasn't moving at all, she was already angry, tired and hurt with those emotions she didn't even notice that alyssa was already massaging her head like she was experiencing  a great pain. 

"It's time for me to let go ly...." dennise said to herself.

She took the hand that she place at alyssa's arm for support, seeing that alyssa is still in deep thought. She turned her back at alyssa and face the exit door, before she could limp away from her, she spoke words that will strike alyssa even more.