adopted by elizabeth olsen

chapter 11

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it was the next day. nobody knew what i did yesterday... lizzie should be coming today! soon in fact while i had the time i went for another cigarette to shut the voice up in my head telling me it needed some more. ngl it was good. wait. shit. what am i doing. shit again. is that lizzie. fuck. i quickly put out the cigarette and sprayed some perfume.

'don't think you're gonna hide that from me young lady' lizzie said in an angry tone.

'lizzie i can explain i-'

'listen we will deal with it later right now all i want is you' she ran up and hugged me.

'i love you so much mo- lizzie i've missed you so much words can't explain'

'it's okay sweetie you can call me mom if you want to' she smiled

'really?'

'yes let's get you home'

'finally i need a good bed'

we got home. relieved as fuck i was. i wonder why lizzie didn't just scream at me for smoking? i don't know and i guess i never will.

'hey sweetheart can we talk about what happened when i picked you up?'

ohhh shit.

'mom i swear i didn't mean to it it was the voice telling me it needed more mom it wouldn't go away'

'hunny you're not in trouble i'm going to help you stay away from them. i know what it's like i've been in that position please let me help you'

she's been in this position? really? i feel really bad now!

'how mom how does it stop please please help me!'

she hands me something. a long white stick looking thing.

'it's a ripple vape. no nicotine so that voice won't be there it should help for a bit and you'll be good in no time you can try go cold turkey ( just cutting it all off) if you want or you can do it this way, i don't want it to seem like i'm shoving a vape in your face telling you to use that instead'

'mom it's fine i actually like this idea ill only need it for a few days at most or at least i hope'

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actually so sorry this is so shit. idek why i included a fucking vape. second guessing everything now😭. i just wanted to get something out for you guys bc i'm so grateful for you all!
take care of yourselves!
love yous :))