𝐇𝐢𝐦, 𝐜𝐫𝐮𝐬𝐡 𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐞𝐬

☘︎ ︎𝐴𝑟𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑠? ☘︎︎

Spring
Last spring
Long ago, long ago, long ago
Spring
Last spring

It was the middle of spring, i haven't talk to c/n since last summer. i feel kinda hurt he just stopped talking to me. i didn't do anything to make him not talk to me.... at least i don't think i did.

Are we still friends?
Can we be friends?
Are we still friends?
I've got to Know
See each other (last spring)
Shake your hand, say hi
Long ago, long ago, long ago (spring

We used to be so close. i would tell him everything and he would tell me everything. i guess he's "to popular" for me now, yea.... to popular. i walk into school as i head to my locker to grab my history book for 1st period. after that i head to my class, c/n is in that class and yet he still never tried to talk to me. i sit down in my seat and open my binder and take the notes on the board and wait for the announcements to come on. all i hear is c/n chatting with his friends and talking about last nights game. he was never into football, he hated it.

I can't stop you, I can rock, too
I've been back there and I can, I got to

But I've got to know

The announcements come. "Good Morning Sun Valley Highschool Students! today is Friday! Also a B-day! here are your morning announcements! We have the 5 Students that won the raffles last night.. here they are..... Kuresa Fanene, Burak Ghazi, Scarlett Parker, Matthew Ball and Lastly Naomi Zeus... Congrats to the winners! please come by my office before 1:30 to collect your surprises" ugh the morning announcements.

Mrs. Wishmonger begins telling us about our assignment. it was another quiz, so as she past them out i grabbed my pencil and got to work. Time skip -  everyone was grabbing their things and getting ready to leave. "ok everyone make sure to get everything you brought in here, and take it with you!" she says as everyone rushes out the door for Second period.... this is when me and c/n part he has literature second period. i watch as he separates from his friends and i still watch as he walks away..... he then turns around to wave bye to his friends but notices i was staring at him and makes eye contact with me.

Are we still friends? Can we be friends? (Last spring)
Are we still friends? Can we be? (Can we be friends?)
Are we still friends? Can we be friends? (Yeah)
Are we still friends?

he lightly smiles and continues walking to his class. i smile and look away. wow i don't know what just happened .

It is now 4th period.... FINALLY the last class of the day. and that is biology. i go to my locker to get my biology Book. i close my locker and there he is..... c/n. "hi" he says. "uhm hi?" i say confused... why is he talking to me? should i be mad at him? or should i be glad he isn't ignoring me?..........so many thoughts go threw my head. "uh y/n? are you ok?" he asks. "yes i'm fine why?" i say. "nvm" he says "why are you even talking to me? aren't you supposed to be with your friends over there?" i say pointing to them. "what? i'm just trying to talk to my friend" he says. oh i know he did not.. after all he put me threw. "friend?" i chuckle "we're far from friends c/n...you stopped talking to me out of the blue... no messages, no calls, no anything c/n! were far from friends" i say as i walk to biology. c/n just stands there with a frown and goes to his locker grabbing his Biology book and heading in the classroom.

Are we still friends? Are we still friends?
Are we still friends? Are we still friends?
Are we still friends? (Friends, friends)
I said, are we still friends? (Friends, friends)
Are we still friends? (Friends, friends, friends, friends, friends)

I begin working on what Mr Sparrow assigned us to do. i finished and handed it in. "thank you y/n" he says. as i sit down with nothing to do. c/n sat no where near his friends and in the corner of the room doing his work, he looked upset... did i take it to far?

Don't get green skin (green skin), keep contact (keep contact)
Don't say, "Goodbye, smell you later" (later)
Nah, I can't
I don't want to end the season on a bad episode, *****, nah

i need something to do so i went to Mr sparrow and asked him if i can go to the libary. he said yes so i made my way there. i got there and went to a table and grabbed a book and got on my phone... it's really quiet and peaceful in here, just what i need.

Announcing our things and you don't know how to inform
Your power and dreams, though you cannot go through all
You're caught in this matrix, don't know where you're playing
You made it, could be your favorite if you make it your friend

i then here a door open in close, i figure it's just the Librarian so i get back on my phone. all of a sudden the boy i dreaded the most sat right beside me.... c/n. i roll my eyes and stay on my phone ignoring him. "i'm sorry" he says frowning and looking at me. oh those words tore my heart into pieces i look at him. "i'm sorry for everything i did, i'm sorry... i didn't mean to hurt you, you were my best friend, i miss us and i'm so sorry i pushed you away... it was all of my friends.... they changed me, y/n i love you with all my heart you are my best friend and i hate that i put you through all that. i'm sorry" he says with all his emotions. those words.... those words.... the i love you.... the i'm sorry.

Are we still friends? (This can't end)
Are we still friends? Are we still friends? (Need someone to say hi)
Are we, are we, are we, are we still friends?
Oh whoa

i couldn't do anything but hug him.... hug him like i never did before. "c/n i forgive.... and i- i love you to" i say as i hug him tighter. he pulls away and looks at me "you do?" he asks "yes... i do" i say smiling. he smiles and hugs me. "i love you with all my heart" i say.

Can't say goodbye (yeah, ah, ah)
Can't say goodbye, goodbye (woo)

Word Count: 1097

I made this because this song was stuck in my head so i had to do it! i have a good day or night.