paint you wings

Honestly, I've Got the Guts to Say Anything

AUTHORS NOTE: My laptop no longer lets me go on wattpad so now life is difficult.... ugh... please dont come after me in a riot because of my lack of updates. I promise to start being good

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Alex's P.O.V.

Okay, he knows... Jack knows that I'm a demon and that im going to take his soul.

I vanished before he could try to ask me what I was going to do with his soul. I don't think I could answer anything in a way for him to understand anyway. But that doesn't matter right now; what matters right now are the two angel's in the room.

"Alright losers, meet me on the roof in 2 minutes." They did as I told them to and went to the roof. In the next 2 minutes I want to see how jack reacts to this news. He cant tell anyone and I need to make sure he knows that.

He just stood there screaming my name, trying to ask me what we would be doing on Saturday. I'm not going to lie, I want to tell him but I fear that he will go and tell someone. He can not tell anyone about this.

He finally stopped screamig for me and just fell to the ground in defeat. The next thing he did was what hurt and scared me the most.... he started crying and went down to his kitchen. When he got there, he found a lighter and a fork and started to heat the fork up with the lighters flames. I was frozen, I could stop him like I did last time he was going to hurt himself but I couldn't even move. He put the lighter down and pressed the red hot metal fork to his arm and screamed in pain.

"Oh sh*t." I thought to myself, "I have to get Kellin and Vic! No, I can't bring them into this because then Jack will know that they are angels... but I can't just let him hurt himself; I'll give him a message. Hopefully he wont think to far into it."

"Jack, you know this is bad. You are only causing more pain to yourself.. this wont help anything." I tryed to be as soft and comfrting as I could be in a mind message.

I started to cry.. this hurt. It hurt so much to see him doing this to himself. No one should feel the need to hurt themselves in that way. I would know I've seen it first hand.

Jack's P.O.V.

I heard a message type thing.. was it my conscience? Maybe but the voice sounded so familiar. Who's voice was it? This thought distracted me from the red hot fork on my arm. I looked back at my arm, now with a fork shaped burn on it, and strted to cry again. I want to burn my arm again but something was stopping me. What was it that was stopping me?

This next thought made me feel butterflies but also made me feel even worse... What is Alex going to think?

Kellin's P.O.V.

"Vic, why did we just leave Alexander in there alone with Jack? What if he takes him?" I ask in a bit of a panic. We were sent here to keep an eye on Jack, he is destined for greatness. Our father, God, hand picked Victor and myself to watch over Jack. He said that Victor is the strongest and most trusted angel but he hasn't been to earth in so long, he would need some help figuring out how the world works now. Because I am such a young angel, I could help him. I have only been an angel for about a year now. It was my father....

"Don't worry Kellin, I will go in and get him. It's been 2 minutes now so he should have been out." Vic turned and strated to leave when Alexander showed up with blood shot eyes. Was Alexander, this mighty demon, crying? No he couldn't have been.

"Okay, lets skip all the 'Alexander, you just told a mortal that you are a demon, he could tell someone.. etc etc' because I know that it was probably a dumb idea but I feel that he had a right to know...." Alexander trailed off.