The one who I forgot... Secret Love (Minho and OC)

Chapter 1.

Right sooo, I guess since you've read up to here, it means you're interested? Okay, so bear with me guys! It might get a bit soapy or sad in this chapter but it's really important for later scenes!! The juicy bits will come soon!!

Chapter 1

I tried to sleep the bad news off, when you finally broke the news to me that you were moving schools. I tried to remain optimistic, I could always contact you on facebook or through sms right? On that day I couldn't express my true feelings so I smiled it off and congratulated you, although I had a heavy feeling like it was about to pull me down.

It was the holidays and I was checking out my newsfeed on facebook, you hadn't started your new school yet so I wanted to keep contact with you so we wouldn't feel like we were apart. I decided to msg you first with the excuse that I wanted to add a teacher on facebook since I knew you were friends with her and that you knew her facebook name. It worked, and I was soo happy!  I kept bringing my phone everywhere I went even to the toilet... (shhh!) so I could read your messages. Our conversations would last for days never ending.

But it was on Valentines day, something happened. Real bad. I noticed that you had changed your name on facebook from Min ho to Alex, so I texted you and teased you. You replied to me that one of the girls in your class had preferred the name Alex, so you had changed. Without thinking much of it I let it pass and so we talked about other things. Then you suddenly asked me if I was going to give a rose to someone on Valentine's day, I decided to try and mess with you so I answered you that I was. Without a hitch, I got a message back asking me who it was for. I tried to evade the question and I couldn't take it any-more so I told you it was a joke. Being curious, I decided to ask whether you were going to give it to someone. With that, you messaged me with my death like sentence. You said that you did. I looked at the message over and over again thinking that you were joking. It suddenly felt like the day you told me that you were moving school but a hundred times worse.  Slowly, I typed asking who it was but you wouldn't reply only telling me that she was cute, very cute. I tried asking for hints but you told me AGAIN that she was cute. To add oil to the fire, you pleasantly told me that you were closer to her than to me when you only met her for two weeks and I REPEAT TWO WEEKS. I didn't know what to do, I felt like my heart was about to break. Couldn't you feel that I liked you?  After a while the messages came less and less signalling the end of our conversation.

On facebook I tried to avoid you, and it seemed like you were too. We stopped poking each other and sending messages to each other. It was then that I figured that I need some fresh air. I need to forget Alex. I need some time alone. I reached for the mouse and deactivated my facebook account.

My friends had asked me why I wasn't on facebook anymore so I answered in a generic way that I wanted to focus on my studies. But deep down it was because I couldn't bear to see you online with the thought of you with another girl so I decided to give up on you. Yes, I am a coward. However, I knew that I was approaching my senior years of high school and I couldn't afford to live in misery just because of a slight romance problem. I had a new goal, to work hard live healthily and strive to achieve my best. I will forget you Alex.