together.

video.

- JUNGKOOK'S POV:

it's eight in the morning, should i actually go to school today? is this education thing even worth it anymore? my life is literally me suffering, that's it.

i don't have a life like other teenagers, mom's dead, an abusive father and a caring brother, who is the only one who gives a fuck about me.

mom never cared for me that's why she left me and hyung with this psycho bastard.

mom was so selfish.

sometimes i have this feeling...that i should give up and end everything at once, and it also sounds great to be honest, like who the fuck would want to live a life like this? not me.

i'm in my bed right now, just woke up actually..
and since then i'm just thinking about life, the sky outside is really pretty and shiny, the birds chirping, and i'm liking the vibe that my bedroom is having right now.

this guy at school who was just my schoolmate until like two days ago, suddenly is talking to me and is being kind, said he's not introvert but just very selective to who he make friends with, but my traumatic ass still sometimes get suspicious of him.

but somehow, he makes me feel calm and at peace, the way he treats me..so gently..

no one has ever treated me like that except wonu hyung and mom.

i used to have friends when i was like ten, but since i entered eight grade, all of that changed, i became an outcast, and everyone at school knows that my mom killed herself.

and this jennie girl, who also happens to be my new friend's sister, is so different and i don't know why she got a problem with me.

i can't believe that taehyung and jennie are actually siblings, i wonder what makes them so different?

and why is taehyung by my side?

"we're in the same team." , he said that yesterday.

let's see for how long though.

i really don't feel like getting up from bed, i feel mentally tired and i don't want to move even an inch.

but soon, wonu hyung will come in my bedroom telling me to go school.

wonu hyung is a college drop-out and he's working at a cafe as a part time job.

- 10:00AM

i have been watching some videos, yes i had breakfast, i had tea with bread and two boiled eggs.

this guy right here is performing some ritual so he can get rid of bad luck or bad energy, he said that if he manages to survive the night after doing the ritual, many good things will come his way and the bad-luck will disappear.

don't be surprised if you see me pulling this shit the next day though, cause i might need this.

i'm actually laughing right now, will i actually do this? i don't think so, but this ritual thing sounds so interesting, i'm skeptic though, but i'd like to see if this shit works and plus my life is into shit right now so it doesn't hurt doing this, it's probably harmless, isn't it?