I look out of the window and the bewitching autumn holds it's arms open for me. I smile wide and it's one of those bright smiles that are really genuine and that warms my heart. It's one of those smiles which Sam calls my 'Signature Smile'. My home is buzzing everyone is getting ready for my little brother's convocation and I am baffled because I have to find myself a suitable job when all I want to do is to go on a trip to the mountains. It's silly of me to even think that way. I don't need to do any job until I find a suitable one that's what my parents say but I don't want to sit idle so I decided to do a part-time job at the bookstore . Now, I get to live my dream to dwell in the kingdom of words and great works but people who come by are really erratic sometimes which stresses me out but that's how the outside world is not too cold not too warm just lukewarm and perhaps that'show I love it. I took a glance at the mirror and my reflection seemed outrageously satisfied for a moment because Autumn brings joy to my dead parts . I hope Sam feels happy too we have been together for over a year but it feels like decades. I feel happy, safe and comfortable around him . Back in the college I used to think he hated me for sure but slowly we hitted off and became friends then lovers. Now , I hope he finds a nice job so he can be much happier than he is. Lately, all I want is happiness for him . No matter what he does or no matter where life takes us . I would always have his back and love him for being who he is.
Books have been with me since I was 10 and I have loved everything about them . I am a big Jane Austen fan and I'll always be. Her work always fascinates me and I also want to be like her. If I won't be a great writer it would be a shame for me. Well, I want to be a singer too but my voice is too bad so I just write songs. Those songs look like rants but that's what I'm accustomed to. I want to grow old while reading and writing good novels; I guess that's my only wish.
