"Companion"
We danced in the shadows
Made our bets out of plain sight
It was you and me in this little church we have built
You left a mark in me no one could erase
Caressed my demons with your bare hands
I loved it when your lips lingered in my soul
I loved you like how I loved the words
It was my lifeline
The only truth in this treacherous world
My dewdrop after a misty night
The one thing I knew
I liked being alone with you
I found solace
You were my forest in this wild city
My calm that made me want to fall willingly
There was no question
No uncertainties
No what if's
Just you and me in that moment
It was more than enough
I was contented and in bliss
But in a swift revolution of sentiments
We instantly belonged in the past
No bargains to make
The ocean rattled us and we let it break our oars
We're left in a raft that melancholically sailed to nowhere
You jumped into the abyss
Not to save me from drowning
But to save yourself from losing you with me
Now there are two chairs and one plate
Two hearts, only one was still beating
A house without pillars
And a letter without any receiver
I said I loved you like how I loved words
Now, I couldn't even see its sense
It didn't add up in my paper anymore
I despised it for not making me feel alive again
I loved it
I loved you
But it only killed me more than the knives I have stuck in me
Loved...
Funny word
To state what once flourished is now just a mist
