My secret, his love, her heartache...

Chapter 13:

Aya's P.O.V

I didn't know what to do, my mind still couldn't process the whole thing, 2 minutes later i found myself pulling niall back to the car, screaming "DON'T GO I LOVE YOU!!" I didn't mean to say that, he looked back at me his eyes not leaving mine, i ran back to the car, as he came and sat in the driver's seat, "home?!" He asked angry, i nodded, "what about luke?!" He asked me as we got out of the car i just entered and ran up to my room, swinging the door shut just to show everyone how pissed i am, i crawled to my bed crying laying on my stomach, screaming to the top of my lungs, i put my ipod on shuffle, first song to be played was The A Team by Ed Sheeran, i calmed down mindlessly, i heard knocks and screaming behind the door, i just ignored them, "OPEN THE GOD DAMN DOOR AYA FOR GOD SAKE!!" I heard niall shout, i didn't answer, 5 minutes later i opened the door and pushed him away running to the bathroom, i locked the door and put the key away, i got a small blade and counted to three "1...." "Aya listen i'm not going to force you to get" i stopped counting to listen "out of the bathroom, but whatever you're doing just don't hurt yourself!" Niall said "2...." I continued squeezing my eyes shut "3..." I cut a stripe and opened my eyes watching the blood streaming down my wrist, i did another one "DAMN IT it's deep!!" I said as i heard niall shout, "AYA?! AYA ARE YOU ALRIGHT?!" "AYA OPEN THE GOD DAMN DOOR!!" He shouted again, "is she cutting?!" I heard harry say "I don't know but she's crying, and she murmured it's deep, she sure is" liam said as niall broke the door, entering with his jaw dropped at the view with 5 cuts already, "WHAT THE HELL?!" The three of them shouted, niall took my hand and put it n the sink, "this will hurt a little" he whispered as he signaled the guys to leave, "why?!" He asked i shook my head, he opened the faucet as the water started going down on the fresh cuts, i squeezed my eyes as tears slowly streamed, he got a towel and dried it, "are you okay?!" He asked staring into my eyes, i gave him a nod as he pulled me in for a hug, "aya listen, i'm sorry about what i said in the car, it was a dare don't get me wrong...." Niall said into my hair, "it's okay" i whispered, "but remember this morning?! You said you like harry! Is that true?!" He asked pulling out of the hug, "no!! I was being sarcastic ni!" I replied, he nodded "plus, me and luke aren't in a relationship!" I said "what?!" He asked with eyes popping out of his head, "last night, before you cam, one of the boys either liam or josh dared luke to pretend to be my boyfriend, and it'll end on monday!!" I said, he chuckled "but i heard luke saying i love aya to liam!" He said pulling me back to my room, "WHAT?!" I shouted closing the door behind us, he nodded, "well maybe it was part of the dare!" I continued "i don't know" niall said shrugging his shoulders, "do you think heba really likes him?! Besides zayn's crazy about brit....." Niall said in a thick accent i chuckled "well she was crying i think it was true..." I said "can't you chicken out of this dare?!" Niall asked "well if i did, i'll have to do everyone's laundry those are the rules!" I explained "oh, so i guess you should have some sleep you didn't sleep at all today!" Niall said giving me a hug, as we heard the door getting locked *gasp*

Niall's P.O.V

Aya and i looked back at the door and tried opening it, it didn't open we shouted and shouted until we got tired "let's just sleep here!!" She told me, "or if you're not tired we can play!!" She suggested "okay what do you want to do?!" I asked sitting down beside her on the bed, "well let's get to know each other more!" She suggested, which earned her a nod, "you start" she says "okay!! Where are you from?!" I asked her "Here London" she replied "you already know irish dude here" i say as she chuckles, to be honest i don't know if i love her more than a friend or not, "okay ummmmm...... If you could marry one celebrity who would you marry?!" She asked me "I wouldn't marry any celebrity, their all full of plastic....." I replied ".hahahahhahaha, you're so sweet" she said pulling my cheeks apart, "if luke asked you out for real would you accept?!" I asked her "ummmm, no i can't we're best friends he' like a brother to me" she said i don't love her that way, but when she said that i relaxed, i think i might fall in love with her.... We continued with the stupid retarded questions, and then we went to sleep, the door is still locked though, "goodnight!!" She said "goodnight!!" I replied... 2 minutes later she was dead asleep.... I couldn't blink an eye, i couldn't take my eyes off her, she's so peaceful, i want her to be mine but at the same time i don't, we just met this isn't true love.... I heard the door unlock it was liam, "come" he whispered i went out of the room, "i got your text what is it?!" Liam told me, "let's go to your room, josh's room actually" i said as we went to the other room "where's everyone?!" I asked him " out in the car i dared them" he said chuckling "come on tell me!!" He continued "it's about aya" i said looking out to hallway to make sure she's not there, i looked back at liam to see him frozen, not being able to move a bone or blink..... I'm doomed....

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