It's only her and me | Narcissa Malfoy

5. The kiss

- What are you doing here? - I asked and I saw her jump a little. It came out a little mean so I quickly changed my tone and asked again. - What are you doing here all alone? - I asked again and she looked up at me.

- I don't really know. It was really loud inside so I decided to come out here. Do you want to sit down? - She asked, changing the subject.

- Yes, thanks. - I said and sat down next to her.

- What are you doing here, if I may ask? You should be with your friends there, partying. - She looked at me with her lovely blue eyes. They were really beautiful.

- You have beautiful eyes. - I said, not answering her question. She blushed and looked away.

- This is not an answer. - She said, looking back at me.

- Sorry, I was probably not listening. What was your question again? - I asked, truly not remembering her question. I had no idea if it was because of her eyes, the drinks or the beautiful and short dress she wore.

- I asked why you aren't there with your friends, partying. - she said. I thought I answered that already.

Yep, it was the dress.

- I decided to go for a walk. Draco told me not to go far because he was scared I won't be there to hold his hair, but yeah. I think I walked quite far away. I don't even hear the music. - I looked around and tried to listen to the songs that were playing but the only thing I heard was my and Narcissa's breathing.

- Draco wants you to hold his hair? - Narcissa asked, not understanding what I meant.

- He hates to throw up. He is scared. Really. I always have to be there and rub his back, telling him he won't die. - I laughed as I remembered the last time he threw up. He was crying and everything because he was so afraid of it.

- Yeah. I think he gets that from me. When I was pregnant with him I always had the feeling that I had to vomit. It was horrible and sometimes I was alone in the room, crying because I was afraid to throw up. - When she told me this my heart sank. What did she do alone in the room? Why was she alone? Was her husband not there for her?

- You know, you are a really strong woman, Narcissa. Draco is a beautiful boy and he has a really good heart. I'm grateful that you made him this way. - I said and she smiled at me. I saw tears in her eyes that she tried to hold back.

- Thank you. - Was all she whispered. It was quiet but I heard it.

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We talked for what seemed like hours and I'm quite sure that nearly all the alcohol was out of me.

I have never thought that Narcissa would be the type of woman to make jokes about her childhood traumas. She told me a lot about herself and I listened carefully to all the little parts. She told me how her sisters called her Cissy or Cissa and that she never wanted to marry Lucius.

She told me about her childhood, a bit about her years at Hogwarts and she maybe told me about her being a lesbian.

At first, my eyes were wide as she told me about her girlfriends at Hogwarts. She told me about boys who were always after her, but she hated all of them.

I loved the way she laughed at some of the funny memories. The way she blushed when we talked about her and the way she hated to talk about her childhood and family. She loved Draco with all her heart and when we take about him, I saw that true motherly love I never saw in my mother's eyes.

We talked about me too, but I much more enjoyed hearing about her than talking about myself. We talked a bit about my parents and my years at Hogwarts. We also talked about my girlfriends in the past and it was the time for her eyes to go wide. She really thought I'm in love with Draco.