Just Hold Me (Forever)

CHAPTER 5

"You?" That's all I said because I couldn't believe it.

I couldn't believe it. It's the guy who bumped me the other day.

"Are you following me?" I said directly.

"No miss, It just happened that we are in the same place." He said ang smile at me.

"Excuse me Mr. Handsome but can we ask a favor? We do really like the cap that you're holding right now, can you please give way for us?" Riza said while giving a pity eyes emotion.

"Yes you can have this one" He smile and leave us.

So we decided to buy other stuff and go home. I am not just in the mood right now.

"Hey dear why did you go home so fast" mom asked me.

"I don't feel buying a lot of things mom, I guess I'm tired" I said and hug her.

She shrugged and turn her head to face dad. I'm full already but mom insisted me to eat.

I decided to sleep early because I am planning to jog tomorrow.

I woke up with the sunset hurting my cheeks, mom did not wake me up.

"Hon, should we buy car for Alizra?" I hear dad said to mom in the dining area.

"It's too early for that hon" mom said and smiled. I decided to go and eat with them.

"Anak, why don't you sit beside so that we can eat cute" Mom being childish again.

I just nod and started to eat since I'm a little bit hungry. I went outside and checked if Nanny Ches is in the garden.

"Yaya ches can you please help me fixing my clothes later?" I need some help since I'll be doing my homeworks.

"Yes Alizra, no worries " she smiled and I gave her a nod and decided to start jogging.

There were no other people jogging outside. I just played left and right by charlie puth.

Memories follow me left and right
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (what you gon' do now?)

I really love walking and jogging outside the village since it is refreshing, I really wanted to go somewhere far but dad is kinda strict.

Ever since the d-day y-you went away (no, I don't know how)
How to erase your body from out my brain (what you gon' do now?)
Maybe I should just focus on me instead (but all I think about)
Are the nights we were tangled up in your bed

I really wish that I can relate to this song, I wanted to hurt my self so bad and cry myself to sleep just because someone broke my heart, someone os missing in my life. I just want to relate.

Oh no (oh no)
Oh no (oh no)
You're goin' 'round in circles
Got you stuck up in my head, yeah

Maybe if I will love someone I don't want to risk all of the things that I have. If it's for me then it's for me, nothing and no one can stop it.

Memories follow me left and right
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind
Your love stays with me day and night

How is it feel to miss someone? How is it feels like remembering someone you used to have? Is it hard? Or it is just because of the idea that you don't own them anymore that's why you are sad?

I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (what you gon' do now?)

My mind is full of questions, how I wish I could answer all of it. I am tired that's why I decided to walk and go home since the weather also change it's mood.

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Memories follow me left and right
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (what you gon' do now?)
Ever since the d-day y-you went away (no, I don't know how)
How to erase your body from out my brain (what you gon' do now?)
Maybe I should just focus on me instead (but all I think about)
Are the nights we were tangled up in your bed
Oh no (oh no)
Oh no (oh no)
You're goin' 'round in circles
Got you stuck up in my head, yeah
Memories follow me left and right
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind
Your love stays with me day and night
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (what you gon' do now?)
Ever since the d-day y-you went away (someone tell me how)
How much more do I gotta drink for the pain (what you gon' do now?)
You did things to me that I just can't forget (now all I think about)
Are the nights we were tangled up in your bed
Oh no (oh no)
Oh no (oh no)
You're going 'round in circles
Got you stuck up in my head, yeah
Memories follow me left and right
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (of my mind)
Your love stays with me day and night
I can feel you over here, I can feel you over here
You take up every corner of my mind (what you gon' do now?)
Did you know you're the one that got away?
And even now, baby, I'm still not okay?
Did you know that my dreams, they're all the same
Every time I close my eyes?

I stop walking when I saw a cute dog. It's a chow chow what a cute dog I pat the dog's head and look at the owner.

I couldn't believe it was her, oh no how am I going to get out of this situation. Maybe I'll hide or run? Fuck I don't know.