Four Girls...Just for ME

Feeling Lost

The bell rings mark that the school has ended. It's Friday, and I'm finally getting to rest for the next two days. I quickly pack my things to just get home and disappear. Why? Cause I found out who my soulmate is. To be precise, soumateS actually. Yes, there are four names there. 

FLASHBACK

We're in a boring history class. I was so sleepy and the teacher's voice just somehow makes it harder for me to stay awake. I lay my head on my arms that were resting on the table. And that's when I saw the names on my wrist. 

KIM JISOO
KIM JENNIE
PARK ROSEANNE
LALISA MANOBAN

"Haa?" Maybe I gasped a little too loud causing everyone to look at me.

" yes, Miss Y/L/N? Is something's wrong?" - the teacher

"Uh, N-no, ma'am. Everything's good" -Y/N

" What's wrong girl?"- Yeji whispered.

I showed her my wrist and quickly put my palm on her mouth cause I know she'll scream.

"Why the hell are there four names on your wrist?" - Joy

"I-I don't know" I shrugged. So, were those gifts from them? Did my name showed on their wrist too? There are so many questions playing in my head right now and truthfully, I don't have the answer to any of the questions.

PRESENT TIME

So, that explains why I just want to disappear. I don't want to face them right now. I'm fucking confused, I don't know what should I do, and there're so many unclear things. But, just when I'm about to step out of the class, BOOM! There stood the four girls standing next to each in front of the door, clearly waiting for me. I just sighed. I know I can't escape from this.

"Hi!" - they all said in unison.

"H-hye" 

"So, have you found out your soulmate already?" Rosé while her hand make its way to my wrist.

I take my hand away and Rosie looks kinda confused and sad.

"Why do you mind about her wrist" - Jennie with her arms crossed on her chest.

"Yeah, why?" Jisoo and Lisa. They just glared at each other after.

"Cause she's my soulmate. Why?" - Rosie

" What? Hell no. She's mine." - Lisa

" Stop dreaming. She's obviously mine"- Jennie

"It's clearly her name on my wrist. She's with me" - Jisoo

Oh shit. It has started. They were arguing, showing their wrist (well, yep. there's my name. but just mine) for good 10 minutes when I decide it's enough.

"Stop! Shut up! All four of you!" I raised my voice a bit. I was shocked myself. How can I raise my voice at them? They're intimidating. But, they did shut up. IT was silence. So I just show them my wrist.

They all gasped in unison.

"It's your name here. All four of you." -Y/N

They keep quiet, still, shock by it. 

"I don't know why, and how it happens, and I'm also still shocked and confused about it. So, for now, all of you just go back home and rest while I figure shits out. I'll get to you guys later." and I just walked out to my car. Not even minding to look back at them. I don't know if they walked away, or were still frozen. Or maybe they're arguing again. I don't know and I don't want to know. Not now. Not yet.

I just drive around the city, trying to clear my mind, and finally heading home. Once home, I go straight to my room just passed by my mother without saying anything. She must be puzzled right now, but I have to. I'm not in the mood of talking to anyone. Luckily, she just let me be instead of bothering me around. I jumped on my bed and sleep. 

When I wake up, it's 6 pm already and my tummy starts growling begging to be fed. So I get up and get changed before going to the kitchen. My Mum saw me and sit beside me.

"So, how are you? Are you okay? Did you met your soulmate yet?" - Mom

I sighed. I showed her my wrist. "I-I don't know what happened. I'm so confused right now" I confessed to her and my tears just start flowing.

She pulled me into a hug. I just sobs in her chest. She pat my bag.

"It's okay, honey. Your dad has a friend who's an expert in this matter. I'll tell him to bring you to them tomorrow"

I just nod, but still crying. When I calmed a bit, she feed me the food. She's really the best mom.

THE NEXT DAY

So, my parents and I are getting ready to go meet my dad's friend who heard to be an expert in this matter. It's just us cause he need to take care of her sick girlfriend. That's okay, I don't mind that cause I'm also close with her.

"This is a rare condition. But it's not an illness or any curse. It's no harm to you." My dad's friend said after he checked my wrist. "But it's your fate, and fate will never go wrong. It picked the right persons for you. So have faith in it." he added.

I nodded. And somehow, his words keep playing in my head agreeing that he's right.

After that, we have lunch and go back home.

I start to text Joy and Yeji.

'Hey guys' - Y/N

'Hey gurl. Whats up' - Joy

'Feeling better now?' - Yeji

'Yeah. txs for asking' - Y/N

'But can you guys do me a favor?' - Y/N

'Sure. What you need' - Joy

'My soulmates' phone numbers' - Y/N

Then they sent me their numbers.

'Woah. That's fast. Where you guys got it?' -Y/N cause I'm very sure they never been in touch with any of them.

'We got our own sources' - Joy. I could sense that she's smirking right now. Aish this kid

'Whatever. Btw, Thanks guys' - Y/N

I know I need to do something. I can't avoid them forever. But what should I do? Just pick one of them? No shit. I can't do that. Then the other three might end up dying alone in the house and only be found by dogs months later. No. I can't let that happen. 

I go to the balcony to take some fresh air and my dad's there too. He's reading the newspaper while sipping some tea. He then sees me there.

"Hey princess. Come here" He gestures me to sit next to him which I did. "Are you okay child? You don't look great"

"Cause I am not feeling great." He pulls my head to rest on his shoulder and signal me to continue. "I feel lost dad. I don't know what to do. How about them? How about their feeling? They are my destiny. I don't want to hurt any of them" I confessed and was on the verge of crying.

"Their feelings are important, baby, but so does yours. You should give it a try. Get to know them first. Give you guys a chance to know each other better And your heart will decide. Your heart will lead you to the right place".

I close my eyes and let out a heavy breath. I need to do this.

I take out my phone and call each of them. I ask them for a meet tomorrow. We should talk about this. Fortunately, they all agree, and tomorrow we gonna discuss this matter. I'm really nervous. What will happen tomorrow? What if it didn't go as planned? What if they're hurt? What if...