The wall that holds up my sanity.
That wall is under attack.
Blows thrown by the emotions that run through me...
............hit .............hit ........... Hit.......
I'm falling, deep into my mind, lost with no were to turn to ........
I sit and wait.....waiting for love and praying that I don't chase it away.
This is my one thought, my biggest fear,because my heart Is breaking......
And it's not getting better.
Why won't it get better........
Maybe it's because I love the pain.
It hurts but I have to find someone....
Why else would I be given this pain...
That's the cruelest one .... Getting pain for no reason ............
There has got to be.
This are my thoughts.........
and they're all because of me
