The HELL become HEAVEN (Emo)

Chapter 13

Chapter 13!In the pic is Josh.

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Shawn's POV

    It has been two weeks since Shane is in coma.It's freaking me out 'cause I know that it's my fault.I wanted to make him feel hurt,destroyed just like I felt when he took Sam from me,I didn't want to hurt him physically.Everyone knows what I did so none of them would talk to me,they are very worried for Shane and I would lie to say that I'm not.

     As for Chris,well,she can't sleep because she have nightmares everynight and wakes up screaming and crying.Blake talked with Stella about this and she told me.Also Chris isn't eating and she passed out 7 times in the past few days.Her grades aren't so good,if she's going to keep it like this she will repeat the year and all of this just because of me.

      I rushed in my bathroom and took the little shiny thing that I used a lot these weeks.I rolled up my sleeve,positioned the razor on my wrist and slowly dragged across my pale skin.I did a little cut and looked at the blood that started to pour and drip on the floor.I did another cut a. little deep than the first.I kept cutting until I felt better and put the razor back.I washed my full of blood wrist and cleaned the floor then went to the hospital.

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I took a seat on the chair beside Shane's bed and looked at his un-moved body that was conected at that screan that was showing us his heart beats.His heart beats were slow and his stomach was slowly rising up and down.

"C'mon dude..."I started."You're stronger than this!You can't leave us...You can't leave Chris..."I sighed remembering why is he here...remembering how has Chris acted this weeks."Dude...you're...you're killing her.She's not eating,can't sleep." <<And it's just my fault>> I thought."I WAS THE ONE WHO KISSED HER.IT WASN'T HER FAULT.YOU SHOULD BE MAD AT ME NOT AT HER."I screamed at him like he was listening."She's a wonderful girl.You shoul be the most stupid boy in the world by letting her go."I wishpered with tears covering my eyes.I sighed and got up wiping my tears.I slowly headed to the door when a loud and very annoying sound stoped me.I turned my head to see that the line on the screen was straight."DOCTOR!"I screamed."DOCTOR!I NEED HELP!"I screamed again and the doctor and some nurses rushed in the room and pulled me out.I sat down and leaned on the wall 'cause I felt dizzy.I took my phone and called Stella and Blake and they came right away.

      Right now I was running my shaky hand through my hair,Stella just started to calm down and was resting her head on Blake's chest while he was resting his chin on her head and was hugging her tight.I smilled a little at the view but soon faded.The doctor came out and gave us a smile.

"He's okay now.We managed to save him,but he's still in coma.You can see him."He said and left.We went in the room and sat beside Shane.Stella let out a sigh of relief and Blake hugged Stella once again.

"I need to go pick up the kids.Drake have something to do and asked me to go pick up the girls."Blake said.

"I'll go with you."Stella said.

"Umm...Don't tell Chris about what happened."I told them and both of them nodded and left.

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Chris's POV

    The bell rang and me and Fay picked our thing and headed to the parking lot both of us silent.I still refuse to eat and I think I lost too much weight.We got in Blake's car and he drove us to the hospital.

     I rushed to Shane's room and saw Shawn there on the chair beside Shane.I got over what Shawn did to me.I forgave him but it's still an awkoard feeling between us.