Miss me once miss twice

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I woke up it was 11:00 I closed my eyes sighing he was awake I pretended to be asleep my arms wrapped around him he kissed my head he played my hair "I know your awake "

"No I'm not you think I am but I'm not "

"So I'm just crazy and think your awake "

"Mhm "

"Come on get up I'll make you breakfast "

"But I like being here with you it's warm "

"Just come on " I wined getting up I went in the bathroom brushing my teeth I finished a few minutes later I walked out the room I heard Mateo crying I looked around he ran upstairs coming to me I picked him up he was just crying "what's wrong my love "

"Papa yelled at me and he hit me "

"Why he do that "

"I don't know"

"Do you wanna find out why he did that "

"Mhm " I kissed his cheek before going downstairs Nathaniel was drinking something I went to him

"Nathan why is he crying "

"Cause I told him not to play with the cat right now since he needs to eat he did it anyway and he started throwing the cat food "

"Mateo why did you do that "

"I wanna spend time with papa it's always the baby he doesn't like spending time with me I miss papa"

"Nathan you and him talk to each other I gotta check on the baby "

"Alright come here Mateo " he grabbed him from my arms I went upstairs going in the room Giovanni was changing her diaper I watched him do it from the door he did perfect he kissed her head and looked up seeing me

"Why are you staring at me crazy lady "

"Shut up Giovanni "

"That's rude Valentina "

"I love you "

"I love you too gorgeous " he came over to me picking me up putting me on the bed the baby got up running to me she puckered her lips I gave her a little kiss she hugged me

"Babe I'm going to take a shower right now "

"Alright hurry I need to take one " I got up going in the bathroom I closed the door and took my clothes off I got in I was taking a normal shower when my stomach started hurting badly I looked down there was blood in the tub my periods have never been like this and I just ended it two weeks ago "babe come here " the door opened I poked my head out

"Did you forget a towel "

"No um can you get my mom it's important "

"Yeah I'll be back " I nodded turning the water off I grabbed a towel wrapping it around me there was drops of blood the ground my mom came In

"What's wrong "

"Mama I'm pregnant and I was taking a shower and I started bleeding and having stomach cramps I ended my period two weeks ago "

"Sit down Mija " I sat down she grabbed my hands

"Was it blood clots you saw "

"Yeah "

"You know how I told you that I was having a baby when you were five and the baby never came "

"Yes "

"Well I had a miscarriage and it was just like this so you might have lost the baby "

"Mama I didn't want this"