Miss me once miss twice

My val

I woke up hearing Liam cry I got up going in his room he was fussing I picked him up he looked at me and cried more it wasn't a diaper change I started feeding him I could still breastfeed I sat down rocking the chair I started singing to him I could tell he liked it I heard the door open I was still singing to him Giovanni came in he smiled at me he leaned against the door frame having his arms crossed I smiled at him he came over I sang the last of the song looking in his eyes he kissed me I pulled away and smiled at me "baby I missed you singing to him I love hearing it in the morning also I thought you couldn't breastfeed "

"I can they would make me make a bottle for the baby they had there cause they got some girl pregnant I guess after she had the baby they killed her so they made me breastfeed her "

"I'm sorry that happened mi amore "

"It wasn't bad feeding the baby cause I missed the feeling of feeding my own baby"

"Baby I made some calls last night and we could get you a therapy session with a therapist in a week "

"Okay also I'm going to work today who took over after I was gone "

"Your brother but he told me that he'll let you take over "

"Okay babe I'm done feeding him can we cook breakfast together " he nodded I got up putting the baby back in the crib I looked at him he smiled at me I kissed his cheek we went in the kitchen I got on the counter he started pulling out the things we were gonna cook I started playing music we started mixing stuff and dancing together he kissed me we started getting rough I stopped him not wanting to go more "baby do wanna wait to do these thing's "

"Yes babe I feel like it's too early for me I'm sorry I really am on"

"No baby don't apologize the more you apologize the closer I'm getting to the throwing flour at you " he said putting some on my nose I hit his chest we made the food I heard alessia yelling for me I went upstairs she was in bed I looked at her and went to her bed kissing her cheek

"Morning love bug how are you "

"Good mommy I hungry "

"Come downstairs daddy made pancakes and other stuff "

"Can you carry me mommy " I nodded picking her up she hugged me I kissed her cheek we went in the kitchen Giovanni had made her a plate I put her down on the chair I grabbed my plate eating alessia looked at me

"Mommy are you gonna leave again "

"No mi nina I'll never leave again "

"Good I don't like daddy's girlfriend's they try to hard " me and him looked at each other he chuckled I ate my food I went upstairs took a shower brushed my teeth and started getting ready I looked in the closet it was all revealing clothes I groaned I felt his hand on my back I had my towel still on

"Wear these black jeans with this beige long sleeve it covers. So you won't have a problem with it "

"Thank you I forgot I had these"

"No problem you want me to drive you everyone is meeting there "

"You better not crash "

"Shut up "he said smiling at me I kissed him putting my clothes on I walked out the closet and did my makeup I fixed my hair he came over with matching heels

"Thank you babe "

"Your welcome mi amore " I kissed him and put my heels he kissed me again before I got up walking downstairs he was already dressed he kissed my head martino was here and was watching the kids we walked out getting in the car I sighed remembering the smell he smiled at me before driving we were on the same place like the other time I felt scared until we were off of it he got there we both got off going inside everyone was talking maybe I should surprise them I hid behind him "hey Giovanni what happened to that girl downstairs also alessia I see you munchkin " Rocco I remembered I moved from behind Giovanni