Miss me once miss twice

Trouble

Three months passed and Giovanni had been distant he was barely showing any affection or talking to me he barely even tells Alessia anything I was concerned about him we would get into a lot of arguments our last one was big that he punched the wall before walking out I wanted to know what was wrong with him everyone that works and lives here wanted to know what was wrong right now I was going downstairs to his office I was wearing a white denim skirt with a matching tank top and I had matching shoes with it I went in his office he was snorting coke he looked up blowing it away he wiped his nose looking at me "what do you want Valentina "

"What the hell are you doing Giovanni "

"It's none of your business "

"It is my business when your fucking up your life and the relationship with everyone else around you "

"What did you want "

"I was just coming to tell you that your daughter learned to walk but go ahead do drugs don't be surprised if one day I leave with her since you don't know how to actually control yourself "

"Stop getting mad at me for stupid shit all you do is complain what happened to you minding your business"

"What happened to the man I fell in love with the man I fell in love with didn't ignore me and his daughter the person I felt at home with didn't treat me like shit the person I felt safe with didn't make me and his daughter feel unloved what happened to you I want the old Giovanni not this man I don't even recognize my own husband " he slammed his hand on the desk making me flinch he came over to me

"Do you think I don't want that I want my old self I wanna be that same person I wanna be the person who was perfect for you I know you want that but I can't give you that anymore I love you with my whole heart but loving you means I can't let you go through I'm afraid to hurt you I can't be with you anymore "

"No Giovanni please don't do this to me We have a baby we can get you help if you want please I don't wanna lose you "

"I'm sorry I am love but it's best for us and her " he said putting his hand on both sides of my face I grabbed his hands looking in his eyes he was crying he kissed me I tasted our salty tears together he pulled away from me I hugged him sobbing into his shirt he kissed my head

"I love you I love you so much babe maybe we can figure it out later "

"Mhm do you got a place to stay "

"Yeah I'm gonna pack my things but I'm gonna leave the baby here cause it's gonna be hard "

"I can help you "

"No its fine I love you be safe don't make dumb decisions also don't get any girls pregnant "

"Could never "

"Do you want your ring back "

"No keep it " I nodded walking out I went in the living room and sat down I went on my phone texting my mom I could barely see martino came in he was smiling until he saw me he came over to me

"What happened why you crying "

"We broke up and I gotta get my stuff and move back to my parents house and everything I hate everything right now why did it have to be me "

"Hey it's okay I'll help you come on " we got up going upstairs I grabbed my suitcases packing my stuff I grabbing the pictures the baby's things almost everything I could I finished a few minutes later he turned to me hugging me

"Can you watch her I need to move this stuff in and it's gonna be a lot "

"Alright then you okay to drive right "