Loveable (BoyxBoy)

Chapter Three

Ruki's P.O.V

I sat up in bed and looked at the clock. 2am. Dammit, I still can't sleep. I laid back down and stared at the ceiling. I rolled onto my side and hugged my teddy bear. Why can't I sleep? I closed my eyes and waited for sleep to overtake me.
The next time I woke up it was time for school. I dressed in black skinny jeans. I pulled on an oversized batman shirt with a green jacket that had black kitten designs on it. I did my eyeliner and went downstairs. Reita was eating and mom had left for work already. "Good morning, Reita." I smiled and he just rolled his eyes.
I blew it off and ate my breakfast. We headed to school and halfway there some girl began to walk with us. "Good morning, boo." The girl said and hugged Reita. "Who are you?" I asked and the girl smirked. "I'm his girlfriend, sociopath." She replied and I stopped walking. I watched as they continued their way to school.
How did I not notice her until now? Why did he kiss me! Why did he act as if he liked me last night? Why did he play with me like that? I bit my lip. Why am I angry? Why aren't I sad about this! I buried my face in my hands. This is so stupid, why did I even think he could like me? I'm a sadistic sociopath! I killed my own brother! I shouldn't even be here. I should be dead.
I felt a hand on my shoulder and looked at the person. He held a soft smile. His lip was pierced, making his lips seem fuller than what they were. His raven hair was pulled back in a messy pony tail. "Ruki, right?" He asked and I just nodded. "I heard about the accident. About what your older brother did. I'm really sorry." He said and I shrugged. "It doesn't matter anymore. It was seven years ago." I replied and he gave an apologetic smiled.
"You don't have to talk to me."
"But I like you, Ruki." The raven pressed a forceful kiss against my lips. I just stood their like an idiot until he pulled back. I stared at him. "Fuck, I'm sorry, I made it awkward." He replied and I shook my head. "No, I'm sorry. I just stood there." I replied and he remained quiet. I began to walk away but he grabbed my arm.
"I'm not going to school so, you should go before your late." I said and he sighed, "Can I come over later?"
I stared at him, very confused. I shrugged, "Sure. Why not?" I replied and he smiled. He pressed a kiss to my forehead and headed to school. He can't possibly be serious. I bit my lip and watched him walk away. How could anyone ever like me or even think of being friends with me.
I slowly began my way home. I kicked rocks as I walked until a car pulled up beside me. "Shouldn't you be in school? Do you need a ride?" I looked at the smiling man. I rolled my eyes and continued walking, but he continued to drive beside me. "Kid, are you ok?" He stopped the car and opened the door. He stepped out and grabbed my arm. I yanked away from him and glared at him. "Fuck off. You don't know what I'm capable of you pig." I nearly shouted and he looked me over. After staring at my face, realization hit him.
"You're that kid. The one who killed his brother. So, even after it was all over every media, they allowed you to live around normal people? I understand you were young, but you are sadistic. You have no feelings, do you?" He asked and grabbed my arm. Again I yanked away from him. "Don't fucking touch me. I know how men like you are." I growled and he laughed. "Right, because supposedly your older brother raped you." The man began to laugh at me. I bit my lip and continued to stare at him. "It's not a lie. They ran the tests at the hospital. The lab proved I was raped." I nearly yelled and the man rolled his eyes. "Get your ass to school or you'll end up as a hooker on the streets." He growled and I ran home. That man doesn't know me! He doesn't understand anything. He thinks everything is a big joke. It's not my fault that things happened the way they did. It's not fair! I'm the one who was raped.
I entered the house and went back to bed. I slept until I was awoken by someone shaking my shoulder. I opened my eyes to see Reita. "What do you want?" I growled and he leaned in, placing a kiss on my cheek. I pushed him away and he stared at me questioningly. "What's wrong?" He asked and I shook my head. "You have a girlfriend!" I shouted and he sighed. "I'm going to break up with her."
"Oh really? Didn't seem like it." I turned my back to him. "Ruki, I'm sorry." He pulled my arm and I looked at him. "I like you, Ruki." He leaned in and kissed me. I pushed him away and sat up. "Leave me alone. You don't like me." I nearly shouted and mother came upstairs. "What is going on?"
"Reita is an asshole! He thinks just because I'm a sociopath with no feelings that he can pretend to like me then go fuck some girl." I nearly shouted and mother rolled her eyes.
"Ruki calm down." She sat next to me and Reita sat on the edge of the bed furthest from me. "Reita, if you hadn't broken up with Namie yet, why did you kiss my son?"
"I'm going to break up with her. I just haven't around to it." He mumbled and mother sighed. "Give me your phone. I'll text her for you." She was demanding his cooperation. Reita handed over his phone and mother sent the girl a message.
"Now, when she replies you tell her why your breaking up with her."
"Yes ma'am."
I stared at Reita. He smiled at me do I flipped him the bird. Mother stood and went downstairs to finish cooking. Reita set his phone on the bedside table and looked at me.
"There, she's taken care of." He leaned in and kissed me again. I still held the angry feeling. But I didn't know why. I dont know what's wrong. Is she really 'taken care of?'

Authors note
Oh well, here we go. All the drama and shit starts.