his yellow jumper II wilbur x reader

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(recap: tommy calls y/n in the middle of the night asking if she wants to come and film a vlog late at night and sleep over, before she goes to Tommys, Niki asked if they wanted to go on a late lunch. After Niki and y/n goes on the late lunch, y/n went to go to Tommys and apparently she found out that Tubbo and Wilbur are also coming over to stay the night too. Y/n and Tommy went to go eat dinner and y/n ended up getting caught throwing up all the food that she ate due to her eating disorder.)

Y/ns POV

After Tommy confronting about me throwing the food I just ate, Wilbur stepped in and asked why I starved myself and made myself throw up. I'm pretty sure  he heard the whole conversation.

After the screaming ended I left the dining room/ kitchen and headed to the guest room upstairs. I decided to take a shower because it kinda calms me down somehow, I grabbed short pants, a cropped shirt and undergarments. I went into the bathroom inside of the guest bedroom. I grabbed a piece of black cloth from the bathroom cabinet and covered the mirror sibce I didn't wanna see myself in the mirror before and after I shower since it might trigger me.

(quick A/N: idk it's just tht everytime i look at myself in the mirror before n after i shower it triggers me to yk)

I took my clothes off and hopped into the shower. After showering for about 15-20 minutes I hopped out and put on my clothes. I brushed my teeth, washed my face, put some of my skin care on and cleaned up the bathroom a bit still keeping the black cloth on the mirror and steps out of the bathroom. I saw Wilbur sitting on one of the twin beds with his stuffs on the floor next to his bed. "Bathroom's free" i said as i put my dirty clothes into plastic bag and hopped on the empty bed next to the other one.

Wilburs POV

"Oh okay" i said as i grabbed a pair pf sweatpants and a shirt from my bag and stepped into the bathroom. The first thing I see is the mirror covered by a black cloth, a frown quickly crept onto my face as I knew what it meant. Y/n didn't want to see herself in the mirror I assumed. I changed into the pair of grey sweatpants and a plain black shirt. I brushed my teeth and splashed my face with the cold water. Stepping outside of the bathroom.

Back to y/ns POV

I scrolled onto twitter for a bit before Wilbur got out, he put his dirty clothes into a plastic bag and hopped onto the bed too.

*time skip*

It's now 02.57 AM, me and Wil decided to turn the lights off since it was pretty late. Although I couldn't sleep, I kept on shifting and turning but I still couldn't sleep. This went on for about 30 minutes before I decided to head down to grab some water. I walked down the stairs opened the cabinet and grabbed a cup and filled it up with water. I sat on one of the counter stools and begin to drink ny water. I sat here for about 15 minutes staring at the over somewhy before I heard footsteps from the stairs.

It brought my attention and I saw a blonde boy, I quickly recognized it was Tommy even in the dark. "What the fuck are you doing here??" The blonde boy asked with a confused expression on his face when he reached the kitchen, "I can ask the same question to you too dickhead" I whisper-shouted. He grabbed a mug and filled it up with water and sat on one of the counter stools next to me. "So why are you here?" The blonde bou asked again "can't sleep, what about you? Why the fuck are you up?" I answered shortly. "Same reason" he took a sip of his water. "So how is it with you and Wil aye?" The blond boy asked "i mean...i don't know??" I ask in a questioning voice, "buh byee Tommyoutit" i said sarcastically as i start to go up the stairs hearing a loud sigh from the kitchen.

I giggled a bit, walking down the hallway and checking the time on the wall right in front of Tommys room 03.19 the clock says (quick A/N: well the clock did not  exactly say like speak outloud the time but yk what i mean). I twisted the doorknob stepping into the dim lighted room to be greeted with Wilbur nowhere to be found on his bed as I looked around the room but stop assuming he's in the bathroom. Hopped on the bed and as I was about to fall asleep I heard the bathroom door open. Revealing a 6'5 brunette man standing in front of the bathroom door frozen.

"Why the fuck are you just standing there?" I asked "oh I thought I woke you up and that you were pissed- wait I didn't wake you up right?" He sits on his bed and slowly laying down as he says that. "Nope I went downstairs to go grab water" he made an o face after I said that.
I snuggled myself under the blankets and charged my phone on the bedside table and drifted off to sleep.

Wilburs POV

I went in my phone as I see y/n snuggle herself into the blankets, I scrolled through reddit and not long after I heard soft breathing beside me, I saw y/n fast asleep. After a couple minutes of scrolling on different social media platforms I also decided to head off to bed.

Back to y/ns POV
TW: sexual assault, rape, manipulation
(Quick A/N: soo the dream is going to be about y/ns abusive ex, i'm pretty sure i've mentioned his name b4 but i kinda forgot so i'm going to change it into Luke)

Dream (not the person dreamwastaken but more like a dream, nightmare-ish): I was yet again in an empty room with white floors and walls with the lights turned off as per usual, then I saw him. "Luke fuck off I told you I don't want your bullshit" he scoffs "I know you want me, no one can love you like I can. Everyone hates you, they will all think you're annoying, ugly, irritating, fat and disgusting"he laughs "no they won't" i try to defend myself. That's when he stepped out of the room, I sigh in relief but then a white smoke started coming out of the corner of the room. And then that's when I blacked out.

*Time skip in the dream*

I woke up (from the white smoke not the dream). I looked around and there was a mattress put on the floor and I left something heavy on my waist, I looked down only to see me and Luke naked, he had his face burried in my chest. My clothes were nowhere to be found.

*end of dream*

I jolted my body up from the dream, I started shaking my breathing wasn't even. I heard shuffling beside me "y/n?" I heard a voice pop out it was raspy and deep, I turned my head around to see Wilbur half asleep. He was still confused I suppose but then I started crying "i- he was there a-and he did it to me again an-" Wilbur cuts me off with a hug. Thats when it hit me, I missed his hugs so much I eventually hugged him back with my arms around his torso and his arms around my waist. He started to draw a heart on my back with his index finger, we stayed in this position for about 15 minutes.

I eventually calmed down, he pulls away from the hug after hearing my breathing normal again. "do you mind explaining ? You don't have to if you aren't ready." I nod in response meaning I'm ready to explain "you know my abusive ex?" He nodded as yes "well he use to rape me every once in awhile in his basement. And now every few weeks I would be getting a dream about him raping me" I kept my head down.

He didn't say anything, he just carried me from the edge of the bed to under the covers with my head on the pillow. After he put in that position he stood up going to his bed but I stopped him. "Please stay" i said shortly "but I'm only going to be right here on the other bed beside you" he responded "please" he huffed in response and climbed into my bed under the covers too. He pulled me a bit higher so that my face is now on the same level as his. We just stared into each others eyes as if nothing ever happened between us.

But my eyes slowly got heavier and heavier, and then I'm fast asleep...

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A/N: ellooo how're you guyss, sorry for not being activee. but my exams are starting soon again so i might not post for a week or two idkk. might change my mind depends. but hope you enjoyed this chapter. Don't forget to eat and drink!!
ilysmm <33