Most of the time on your life you never had enough sleep, NEVER.
You never knew why you never slept, was something or someone was bothering you. You would just lay down in bed and stare at the ceiling until the sun comes up. And you would rarely sleep which doesn't make it better.
The lack of sleep caused you to have hallucinations. Most of the hallucinations contained violence, blood and all those dark things.
Once in a while you'll see a dead person hanging on the ceiling with a rope on it's neck or even seeing a cat getting run over by a car in the streets, but you wouldn't mind.
It happened so often in your life that you started laughing at your hallucinations, you actually started to enjoy them.
More or less while you're eating dinner you'll start to see an unknown person walk down your stairs and trip, you here it's neck snap as it falls down and blood spilling everywhere and then the body turns limp. Then you'll laugh at the action that you thought was entertaining...
Your mom would ask why were you laughing and you would say what the hallucinations showed. She was quite disturbed but shrugged it of until she reached to the point where you've gone to far.
Remember when I said just because you're unsocial doesn't mean you can't like someone right? Well... You actually did.
His name was (C/N) (C/L). Just like you, he was very shy and serious. He was alone and you understood that. Never talked to anybody and he's pretty much like you except that people wouldn't make fun of him.
Most of the girls in school fangirl over him saying that he's cute. Yeah.. you kinda agreed with them but you just hid your feelings than the other girls squealing just to get his attention. He would always try to prevent them and you were happy with that.
One time you saw (C/N) walking down the same hallway you were passing at school until he accidentally tripped causing him to fall down and dropped the books he was carrying.
You suddenly walked up to him in a fast pace. ( Nina_Dash : Isn't that running?) You picked up his books and helped him up. "Um.. Th-thanks (Y/N).." He said softly but loud enough for you to hear. "Oh, no problem (C/N)." You said as you tried to hide the blush on your cheeks.
"You walking this way?" He asks you as he points the way both of you were going. "Uh.. Yeah!".
You felt butterflies on your stomach as both of you were walking together, you kinda started a conversation about personal stuff. You stopped your walking as you passed an empty classroom and as usual your hallucinations kicked in.
You saw people hanging on the ceiling, crimson blood all over the walls, organs spilling everywhere. You liked the sight other people were unable to see, you laughed. As usual while you were laughing at... What all people can't see they ask you why you're laughing. "(Y-Y/N) w-why are you laughing..?" He asked looking at you then the classroom you were facing.
"Oh yeah... I have these hallucinations that are kinda dark and... Bloody so you can't see what i'm seeing..." You explained to (C/N) "So right now i'm seeing dead bodies... Blood and organs all over the walls." You said facing (C/N) who was staring at the large window.
"Cool. Wish I could see that." Your eyes widened on (C/N) comment.
"Y-you mean you're fine with that? You don't think I'm weird for laughing at bloody stuff?" You asked. "Of course I'm fine with that." He ruffled your (H/C) hair.He checked his watch and said "Looks like I have to go (Y/N), it was a pleasure talking with you." He smiled, and with that he left. It left you with butterflies on your stomach and you smiled without you noticing.
From that day on you found out that not everyone thinks you're weird and that one person who can accept you was your crush. You just felt like he was like..
Same as you...
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When Sanity Breaks (Insane!Crush x Reader)
RomanceHi guys, so how's life. Anyway this will be my VERY FIRST X READER (INSERT ANGELIC SOUNDS HERE) So I hope you guys like it but since it's my first x Reader, it may suck a lot (HAHA! THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID- Nevermind) So welp as always, enjoy.