the girl with the scars

19

Song of the chapter
~
new person, same old mistakes by tame impala

~y/ns pov~

"WAKE UP" Emilio yelled in my ear

"For fucks sake it's our day off can you quit yelling." I scoffed and turned the other way

"It's going to be one in the afternoon get up, there's also a note for you, I might've read it. And if you don't get up, you'll be late"

I rolled my eyes and sat up, at the edge of my bed was a single rose with a small card attached to it

"Meet me in the astronomy tower at 3

M.R"

The small card had a small smiley face sticker on it after he signed it. I did a quick stretch and hopped into the shower

I threw on my ravenclaw sweater with a pair of black jeans and my converse. I left my hair natural but cleaned up a few fly away hairs

I grabbed a blanket and headed up to the astronomy tower. I was about an hour early but it's fine. I walked up the stairs and saw mattheo lighting and charming a few candles, I let out a small giggle

"You weren't supposed to be here yet." He fake pouted

"I couldn't find myself to wait an extra hour" I walked over and brushed the back of my hand against his cheek before sitting on the small stack of blankets and pillows he had set up, or had one of the house elves do, but it's the thought that counts. Right?

He took a seat next to me, and we sat in silence, only being able to hear each other inhale and exhale

"So, how was your day so far" I look over at him and he's already looking at me

~~~~~~

~Harry's pov~

"But then if I fail this essay, my grade will drop about two percent and I really can't afford that. I'll be a failure and I just know I could do be-"

"HERMIONE" Ron cut off her rant "I'm barely passing this class and you're concerned about dropped two percent from passing, that's still a ninety eight"

They started to bicker again and I honestly grew tired of it, they've been at it since 5:30. I walked out and started heading towards the astronomy tower, for some peace and quiet

As I'm walking there I see dobby dragging his feet across the floor, his eyes droopy, looks like he didn't sleep

"Evening Mr Potter" he spoke "dobby is going to take a nap in your trunk" and with that he vanished in thin air. I rolled my eyes and kept walking

I opened the door and headed up the stairs, once I reached the top I saw a certain two people

Y/n with mattheos head in their lap

I looked her y/n, then him, back at y/n and simple said

"Does he know we fucked?"

Y/n looked at me, filled with confusion. "What? How is that relevant to anything?"

"You can't keep fucking us both" I turned and walked down the stairs. I heard her footsteps follow after me

"Harry wait, what has gotten into you?" She yelled as she chased me down the hall. I felt her grab my shoulder and I turned around, smashing my lips directly on her

She didn't hesitate to kiss back

"GOD Y/N, WHY DO YOU KEEP FUCKING DO THIS" I pushed her away in frustration "ride my dick then go suck him off."

"Why does it matter whose dick I'm on?" She said in that stupid bratty tone of hers

"Because if you're gonna toy around with someone who isn't me, there's gonna be consequences. I don't like sharing what's mine" I gritted through my teeth

She stared at me, nothing but lust in her eyes

I grab her by the face, forcing her to look at me

"Your actions will have consequences y/n" I whispered before walking away

~~~~~~

"FUCK" I yelled as I kicked the door shut

Why do I let her have this power over me?

Why does everything that she does bother me?

Why do I care if she's hopping on others guys dicks?

What the fuck is going on?

I don't want her, but I don't want anyone else to have her either

It's the same thing over and over again

What the fuck harry

~~~~~~

OMG HI I HAVENT WROTE IN SO LONG IM SOOO SORRY

I MISSED IT TBH

I LOVE YOU OMG