Dear Me

You don't owe anyone any explanations, you don't need to come out to anyone. What they see is what they get, do heterosexuals ever come out to their parents that they're straight?

Remember how you used to pray to God to make you straight because you being teased about it, being called with all those horrible names. LOL, 22 years later you still gay and you're loving it. Well, the reason behind it darling, is that you were meant to be gay, you were the chosen one, God had already decided on that, before you even got conceived.

God loves gays and there's nothing absolutely wrong about being gay it's just that, the so called Christians who are so damn judgemental, like attacking the idea of being gay with Bible verse as if they are angels, yet they have sins, sins dark as winter night.

Note that being rejected is a protection from God, what rejects you releases you off its burden. I like how you involve God in everything that you do and I like how you accept situations the way that they are.

It's okay to be 1.9m,
it's okay to be antisocial,
it's okay to wear size 10 shoes and 
it's okay to be a virgin at 22, you still have a long life ahead. Please don't fall for those Facebook guys who slide in your inbox and tell you they love  before you even create a conversation, they just want to get under your pants. Their idea of being bisexual has nothing to do with commitment, they think being gay is all about hook ups. Maybe you not being on a relationship is that God is protecting you from being hurt since you're most probably  the "love hard" type.

Don't hurry on finding love because speed kills, you will end hurting yourself. Remember perfection takes time, God is still moulding the king of your heart and grooming him on how to treat you. So focus on building yourself and being happy because it's all that matters.

Being gay is a unique gift, not everyone has this gift. You don't need to announce being gay to the world. Like the wise Taylor Swift once said "Being happy is better than being cool." Continue doing things that makes you happy than doing things that will make people think that you're cool.