"Destined Life" is a beautiful
'love story'between two individuals.Sivaathi Krish, a carnatic music teacher from a middle-class family. Sam Athav, 25, is a singer who aspires to be a well-known Independent Musician. They were both good friends but...
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Dear Diary,
Sunday,October 17,2021
I never imagined I'd go through this phase in my life. I never imagined our bond would be shattered into pieces. Those pieces inflict even more pain in my heart. Every word and sentence you uttered pierced my heart. If my heart could speak, it would sob uncontrollably.
I still think of the nights that were filled with happiness. The nights that we spoke our hearts out and let our feelings take over the fears we had. I still remember your favourite colour, the fears you hid beneath your smiles and your favourite song still plays in my head and lately it becomes my favorites to because of your soulful voice. I remember the nights you sang the song to me and made me try to sing it along with you. ❤
Paakama yen moocha thekadha nee Manam kekama naan vandhen saaikadha nee!!
Yen sirippu odanji sethari kedakku Eppo varuva eduthukka!! Un nenappil manasu kadhari kedakku Enna konjam sethukka!!
The night went so much fun with you. It's like I am living in a limbo with no end. But, today those lyrics tearing my heart apart. I don't know.🙃 To me, you've become the person I used to know and when they ask me about you, I always tell them that I used to know you. When my eyes meet yours, I remember how you used to look, your big brown eyes, your curly hair.
I recall your name and the softness of your skin, when you hugged me for first time but I can't see the one I used to love. You feel so close, almost like I can pull you towards me, yet you're so far, it's like our hearts don't even know each other. The one I used to know was so kind, so patient and understanding. This version of you is new to me. You have become so numb that even when our eyes meet your heart doesn't skip a beat. You've been so much in pain that when someone asks you how you feel, you don't know what to tell them. You have become so damaged that even when love visits you, you doubt it. That's fine. That's perfectly fine. I understand, but I wish you could jump out of the zone where you are already bleeding in.
You question life and when you start to heal, you just go back to being in pain. To me you've become a stranger that I used to know. We were strangers when we met, and suddenly we were strangers once again. You have become so hurt that even when happiness is near you, you refuse to embrace it. Because you are used to hurting, you don't even want a change. I know you feel like this heartbreak won't end. You feel like you have no one to share the depths of your soul with and I understand. Sometimes when things aren't working for you, it feels like the you. Like the entire world has an agenda to make you suffer. Sometimes I want to hold your hand and tell you that it's okay, but the coldness of your soul keeps me at bay.
I want to love every bit of you, the broken parts, the parts that you refuse to show to the world and the parts that I know of you. You'll never be the way you were before her. Loving you is hard because I know you will be thinking of her while my heart is breaking for you. It's like fighting for someone who's not there. It's like removing burdens after burdens but there's no victory. But I won't give up on you. I will keep on loving you until the parts of you that know me, accept me. If I can't show you my love, I'll pray for you. I'll pray for your peace, for your heart to be home. For happiness to embrace you with open arms and love to fill the void she's left. You have become so broken that healing doesn't excite you anymore. But until you know this, know that I'll always love you more. Will always with all my heart.
I know it's too late and you're probably walking with the love of your life, the person you've always wanted. It's too late for me to say that the days I spent with you were filled with happiness, hope and love. It's too late for me to say that I will always love you although this time it's not the love that consumes you, the love that leaves you aching by day and yearning by night. It's too late but I hope you find happiness amidst the chaos, I hope you find love even when you're not seeking for it. I hope you find light everywhere you go. And if I'am not there when you need a shoulder to cry on, remember that l'll always be sending you light, prayers and love.❤Wherever you go, I hope you are happy. I know it's too late but I hope you know that for me you'll always be someone who will mean something for me❤. You'll always remind me of being happy, you'll always remind me to live even when my heart is heavy and my eyes are tired of seeing myself break. I know sometimes my heart gets heavy with sadness but I need you to know that there will always be room for you.❤
Promise me that you will continue to be soft in this stormy world. Promise me that you will let your heart be wild and messy and colourful. Promise me that you will change with every hue of life, even the dark, bruised moments of existence that you don't like as much. Promise me that you will drench your soul in the sun and the rain, and you will moon gaze on starry nights as you wrap yourself warm with your thoughts. Promise me that you will dream of every adventure you could possibly think of, of quelling your untamed heart, of finding a home for yourself, of being unafraid. Promise me that you will do whatever it takes to build the life you dream of, that you will take risks, trek mountains of lessons and push yourself out of your comfort zone. Promise me that you will embrace new things like love, life and every new journey that scares you. Promise me that you won't just love your warm golden parts but also the ones. The parts of you that are chaotic and rough around the edges. Promise me that you will take a chance on this life, and on yourself. Promise me that you will take a chance.❤✨
Letting go will let you go away from me, but it won't let your love go away from me I can let you go but your love won't go from me .
"You will be there even when you are not there with me" "Your Presence will be there even in your absence, it's you in the form of love inside my heart for life.
I love you today, tommorow & forever.❤❤❤
என் காதல் உண்மைதான், உன்னை காதலித்ததாலோ இல்லை உன்னை உண்மையாகேவே காதலித்ததாலோ என்னவோ என் காதல் தோற்று போனது...
En Kathal Unmaithaan, Unnai Kathalithathaalo Illai Unnai Unmaiyaakeve Kathalithathaalo Ennevo En Kathal Thotru Ponathu..
ஒருநாளும் உன் மீதுள்ள காதல் பொய்யானது கிடையாது❤
Orunaalum Un Meethulle Kathal Poiyaanathu Kidaiyaathu!!❤
A/N : This is not the part of the story guys. Chumma just thought to give a small glimpse of Siv's POV " Siv's Diary"🖋❤. Maybe later 'll write" Sam's Diary🖋❤ ". Might be after 4-5 episodes later.Only if you all okay with it!!!😌
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