The one with a broken Heart

How unfair

In one month I lost one friend (my only friend) and I also lost the guy I liked. (What a great life -_-) it's about to get worse because ,sadly that's only the first raindrop, of a hurricane. Suddenly there was something worst that affected me... When I got home my parents confronted me and told me that my grandmother had passed away this morning, as it turns out she had cancer and now she's gone forever. That set me off. I went to my room slammed the door and locked my self in there. That night I couldn't sleep thinking of all the horrendous things that had happened. The next day I had a doctors appointment and turns out that I had lost weight it wasn't bad but I was almost underweight for my height. The doctor saw my facial expression and he read over the checkup papers and said I need to eat right and cheer up or I might have depression. I'll admit it that scared the life out of me. Why is all this happening to me?? Great I thought that's probably the last thing I wanted hear because now I feel like my life (along with me) is drowning and each bad thing that happens I drown another foot in my tears. When I got home I ate nachos , popcorn, a salad, and drank three glasses of milk. When I was full I tried to go to bed, but my eyes wouldn't close. That night I lay awake wondering what I did to deserve this and thinking about how unfair our life and our world and our love is. There's one thing that is tugging at the back of my mind. This world is like a fairytale that never came true. Ever...