My breathe is heavy but controlled. I have waited for this moment my whole life, and yet one wrong move and it could be ruined. I think of the people that have helped me grow over the past few years and get me to this position; Somi, Jennie, Jisoo, Rosie, Lisa, Eomma, Sunhae and..... Him. Everyone else would think I'd be stressed right now, wondering if I'm good enough. But I'm not, I'm completely calm. I have spent hours upon hours training. I know what it feels like to be hungry, sleep deprived and sore at the same time but knowing that if I gave up then I would never get back up. I know what it's like to have not slept and only trained for 48 hours straight. I have worked for this, I deserve this.
The only thing I don't deserve is him. I've learnt that now. We are best friends and nothing more, and I... should've realised that. But I have learnt from my mistake, and have to put him behind me.
Tonight I pick up the broken pieces that made me. Tonight I put him, my father, and all the other obstacles behind me. Tonight I throw them on the ground and forget them. Tonight I am the new me. Tonight I dance on these broken pieces without a care......
Just like he did.
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Dancing on broken glass- Lee Felix
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