This isn't what I planned to be in

Dealing with my friends.. before Z Day

Mikey POV

Saya: "WHERE WERE YOU THIS WHOLE TIME!!!???" She yelled at me from the get-go.

Yeah, the second I the whole classroom which contained all half of the cast I wanted to die inside. It was strange as it was being the only person having a mask on which can talk, and emoji faces it made things quite nice. For now... and that now is now.... it's lunch and I'm getting my good early smack talk by the Pink Princesa here. How do I respond to this? simple! 

Mikey: "𝚃𝚎𝚎 𝙷𝚎𝚎! 𝙸 𝚏𝚘𝚛𝚐𝚘𝚝 𝚝𝚘 𝚕𝚎𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚖𝚢 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝𝚜. (^///^)" I said in a comedic anime moment. 

Saya: "...You forgot?"

Mikey: "𝚈𝚞𝚙! (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞" I said lying through my teeth. 

Saya: "Ah! yes! of course! my first best friend forgot to tell me what he did all this time. That has to be it! even though we been texting since this year! like we did last night." She said as she didn't buy my bullshit in a sarcastic way, she makes it way.

I was about to speak until she grabs me by the collar of my uniform. Lucky enough that snow it hasn't snowed yet because it begins in the mid of December if I remember right. 

Saya(rage): "LYING IDOIT!! NOW TELL ME OR I WILL HIT YOUR NUTS WITH MY KNEE!" She said as she threaten me.

Mikey(panic): "𝙾𝚔𝚊𝚢, 𝚘𝚔𝚊𝚢! 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚒𝚗! 𝙸 𝚐𝚎𝚝 𝚒𝚝! 𝚍𝚘𝚗'𝚝 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝 𝚖𝚎 𝚙𝚕𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚎! X﹏X"

Saya let's go and she continues with her rant.  

Saya: "Now tell me, why haven't you told me?"

I sighed as I begin to take my mask off for her sake and once I did, she saw my face for the first time with shocked.  

Mikey: "...I know... I know.... I look like a crap, do I?" I said as I held my mask with both of my hands.  

I chuckle to myself, but... let's be honest here... I'm not alright... I'm already broken. I miss my family... the one family that helped me... I know I always been a dick, asshole, and such more... in the end... I put a smile on their faces of how stupid I can be. I really miss them... 

Saya(worried): "*puts to hands onto my cheeks* What happened to you Mike?" She said in a worried tone? wow, she's worried about me? huh... cool. 

Mikey: "Good question... it's not what happened to me... it's more like... whatever happened to me? to be completely honest Princesa... I don't know... I've been taking some medication to calm me down."

Saya kept looking at me with sus eyes and so I spoke the truth. 

Mikey: "I've been getting therapy, taking Carbamazepine, Antidepressant, and Lithium, and trying my best to live my life with the help of you Saya." 

Saya(worried/shocked): "Why didn't you let me know? or even tell me about it? I could've asked my daddy to help-" 

Mikey: "Princesa Rosa... I didn't want to burden you... not a broken person like me... I needed to do by myself... *sighs* but! that would be the case...(mind) In every fucking manga, fanfic, and anime I saw where the edge lord could've gotten help from his friend or the main spoke about these manners they could've grown more as a character." I said as I cut her off from mid-sentence for me to cut in.  

I looked down to my mask as I looked, I could see my reflection and- GOD DAMN! I have the hazy eyes boys. You know, it happens to all those killers, Edge lords, or Villains where they have those killer eyes. Bruh... I have them! wtf! I have all those anime moments where I have dull eyes of unhappiness. So, this is the so called, Dull Eyes of Unhappiness... and I cannot the factor either.