If Only I Chose To Breathe

STILL YOUNG

Have you ever wished for a life in which everyone gets you? Have you ever wished for everyone to come to your aid? You've done it. I'm sure I'm not the only one that feels this way.

They say to savor every moment while you're young! Because as you become older, "fun" and "enjoy" become increasingly rare.

But what if you are exhausted at an early age? You're exhausted and everything seems to be falling apart. Do you think you'd still enjoy it? No, right?

I mean, not everyone has the opportunity to make things right. Not everyone has the opportunity to set things right. Not everyone has the opportunity to make everything appear to be in order when it isn't.

But what are our expectations? It's a fact of life. It's your life, after all. You will be the only one who knows how you will deal with each and every situation that arises. You will be the only one who understands how painful it is, how horrible it appears, and how much it hurts.

.......But then it will become light all of a sudden. It feels as if something or someone is assisting you in carrying everything. And it felt incredible!

Then you'll start to worry...what if it breaks one day? What if the magical tool became bored of assisting you in carrying everything and then left? Leave to be a pain in the neck. Another burden to bear.

Then you'll meet someone else and then leave. And it'll keep happening till you suffer and drown.

Then you'll wonder aloud, "What did I do wrong?" I just simply needed someone to assist me in carrying all of this because it's tearing me apart and killing me.

But there came a point when you'd had enough. You keep everything to yourself and never tell anyone what's going on with you. Never let on that you've had enough, that you've descended into the depths of yourself.

And as a result of being able to carry it all, you became chilled. You began to speak less frequently. Laugh? This is a rare occurrence.

You tell yourself to be different since practically everyone treats you like scum.

To be someone or something that no one expects you to be, the goal is.

Every ailment, I've been there before. Everything that should harm me no longer hurts me since I've gone through so much. To the point that I was completely numb.

Apart from that, I gained a lot of knowledge. Even when life is difficult, strive to smile, laugh, and enjoy yourself! Because all difficulties are common, we only need to deal with them in a good and appropriate manner.

It's difficult to be so troublesome, to be such an overthinker, and to be so open-minded because you comprehend everything so quickly.

They think that bright people are more likely to suffer from anxiety and despair because they wish they didn't have to understand certain things.

Leaving aside the trivia, I hope we can all see some hope. I wish we could all see a twinkle in each other's eyes, even if it's just a little bit.

And perhaps if everyone is having fun and learning to live a positive life, we can improve a person, a place, or perhaps the entire universe.

Live a happy life! It's a choice!

There may have been mistakes in the past, but let's make it right this time! It is still not too late!

The world may become increasingly cruel, but I know, we know, that we can overcome it! We're going to make it! There's one up there! Always look up and beg for help with everything.

Everything hinges on a prayer.

Come on, get up! Get pumped!

Let your eyes sparkle again like they used to.

And.....The world is still young.

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