Alone, Trapped, & Scared

Chapter 5

Heres another chapter (:

I was running through a field. I felt like I was flying and each stride made me feel powerful. I felt in control and happy. I smiled and looked to see who was next to me. I saw Keith and he was defiently gaining on me. I began to feel myself slowing down and Kieth flew passed me. I smiled as the wind whipped my face.

I laughed and rolled in the wild grass of the field and saw Kieth come and lay next to me. He had a twinkle in his eyes. I missed it. That's how I knew it wasn't real. I knew he was gone. If it was real I wouldn't miss him, I wouldn't know he was gone. I would've really been happy.

Things went dark.

I saw my mom and dad smiling at each other and then down at me. I felt like this is how it felt like to have a family. To have trust in someone and know no matter what they love you and you love them. I smiled back up at them. We all looked forward at the photographer and he took the numerous pictures.

Sadly, I felt that pain of missing them. Going on knowing someone you love with all your heart is gone and your miserable because you would've done anything to keep them close to you. I once again knew this wasn't real and I wanted real.

I could feel my body, but it felt unmovable like I had no control over it. I could feel the numbness all over myself. I tried to move my fingers and it took everything in me, but I knew I moved them a little. And that little movement gave me a feeling of comfort. It shows that the littlest of things can make a person feel better.

I began to hear voices around me. I knew what this meant, it was now up to me. With the little bit of strength that was left in me, I opened my eyes. My eyes sww my dad and his eyes opened wide seeing me awake. He wrapped me in his warm, comforting arms and once again, I immediately felt better. I felt safe, comforted,and loved.

Doctors began coming into the room, pushing my father out. My father, I thought, he was here with me. He didn't leave me, he cared about me.

"Everythings going to be ok." One of the mamy doctors informed me.

But everyone knows, whenever someone says that things never just magically become perfect. Sometimes they can get even worst. Which shockes you because the worst has already come and things only get worst and worst and worst. That described my life perfectly. A black tunnel and once I think I'm done falling and the hard part is over, I see that the tunnel is still going on and on and on.

Sorry it took so long. I'll update soon, I've been super busy and I finally found some time. And Kieth was mentioned again. What's going on with him and how is he involved with her?