Through The Dark and Back Again (The Wanted fanfic)

Happy/Sad Times

Hey! Sorry for taking forever to update just couldn't find the right time to write. I'll let you read now!

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I stay still at first shocked. I pull away quickly when I come to my senses falling off the piano bench in the process. Silence follows the thud I make when I hit the floor. I feel Nathan's hand on my shoulder moving his hand down my arm to my hand and helps me up.

"Sorry about that, didn't mean for you to fall" He's voice his steady and normal, like he hadn't just kissed me.

"Its alright it was my fault" my voice is doubtful and small. I think its always small. I hate but there isn't much I can do about it.

"Than no worries" the smile in his voice present. I nod and moves out of his grasp.

"It's getting late I should probably go now and Violet will be worried." I step back again without knowing where the door is, hoping Nathan will agree and take me to my room.

"Yeah okay." He touches my shoulder and guides me to the stairs. He probably thinks I'm weird because I know it isn't that late.

"I've got it from here, thanks" I touch his hand from my elbow, my hand shaking and gives his a little squeeze before heading up the stairs to my bedroom. Just wanting to forget what happened and figure out how I feel. Violet gives me my medicine and I go to bed.

But I don't really ever go to bed. It should be easy to fall asleep with my eyes open or closed it's pitch black yet I spend at least an hour every night with my eyes wide open desperately trying to see colours again.

****Nathan's point of view****

Okay go ahead you can say it I'm stupid, an idiot, it's a fact. I didn't really mean to kiss her but I am I guy. Okay that's not an excuse. But I'm a bit drunk, is that an excuse? No, I don't have an excuse I just wanted to kiss her.

I walk out to the living room area where everyone is at.

"What's up baby Nath?" Naresha asks.

"Not much" I flop down on the couch and watch the guys play pool.

"You look like you're part of the girlfriend gang" I turn to look at Violet. Why is she here?

"what's it got to do with you?" I sit up and look at her, a bit annoyed that she thinks she can comment about me.

"nothing I was just stating what i was thinking when you sat down." She just shrugs, with no care in the world! "but what has something to do with me, is you and my sister." She's smirking at me! She's like 16, she can't judge me. Her sister is 18.

"What about it? I can't even remember her name and besides she's a bit weird" I shrug as I everyone is listening in now.

"Yeah what even is your name? I'm not trying to be mean but I'm not good at names." Tom smiles at her, leaning against is cue stick.

"I'm Violet and my sister is April but Nathan you definitely already knew my sister's name." She smiles fond of herself for trying to get me working up.

"Why do you think that, why not just get to your point already." She doesn't have one, why would she? Unless April told her something but being her friend is fine. April didn't even seem to question the kiss. She seemed to have hated it actually.

"You remember when you were talking to her all night and she fell asleep on you oh and than you brought her up to her room? But you can't even remember her name why would you remember that?" Violet giggles to herself a little.