Through The Dark and Back Again (The Wanted fanfic)

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Hello Loves! I'm sorry it took me forever to update but a lot has been going on in my life with school and my personal life but I hope you like this chapter and I just want you to know that Nathan isn't in love with April he would like to know more about her but no big feelings... yet anyway!

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****April's point of view****

 Nathan was right I am scared to sit next to him for more then one reason. I'm scared that if I need to leave the room I won't be able to leave, I have never been in this room before which means I have one idea what in the room and where the door is. But most of all I don't know him, no ones knows I'm in here with him for all I know he could be like the others. Nathan starts playing the song he found again but slowly like he doesn't know what note comes next. 

"So you know this song?" he says more as a question and almost stops playing.

I look down at my hands. "Yes, my friend use to play it all the time and started teaching me the song" I say trying to hide my emotions.

"how to play it on the piano or the lyrics?" Jeez Nathan likes to ask a lot of questions.

"Both but I only finished learning the lyrics" he is nosy isn't he.

"Because you can't see the keys, right?" Yup he's not giving up.

"No, I'm blind now but I wasn't always, I just moved away before he could finish teaching me but he gave me the song but I never found another piano to practice on" I state and stare in front of me wanting the conversation to end.

"Oh... I might be able to show you" Nathan stops playing completely.

"No it's fine, I don't think we're friends anymore" I say sadly, feeling empty and guilt inside.

"Do you have any stories that end with a happy ending?" he says bluntly. 

All I can do is shakes my head because I don't have a history that one hundred percent finishes happily.

"I got adopted when I thought I was going to die" I say almost a whisper. I stand up but Nathan pulls down on my arm making me sit back down.

"That is still sad, I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that it was wrong, I'm sorry" he hasn't let go of my arm and I pull away from him standing up again and moving away from the piano. 

"I think I should go.." I turn around and slowly takes steps froward where I think the door is. I hear than sigh and call himself stupid and an idiot, making me turn back around.

"Don't say that it's not true, I've had people my only life call me names but what's worse is when you start to believe them or do what you just did and call yourself names" I don't hear anything from Nathan so I make my way back to him and sit back down on the bench.

"It's not your fault, I'm damaged and I'm the one that didn't have to say anything, you just said what was on your mind that's all" I reach my hand out and touches his arm lightly before pulling away. We stay in silence for a while and I suddenly wish this would happen more often.

Nathan is trying to tell a joke but either the joke isn't funny or Nathan is bad at telling jokes.

"why are ghosts bad liars?" this is the fifth time he's tried to tell a funny joke and all I do is shrug.

"because you can see right through them."

 I don't laugh and neither does he, I don't even know what to say.