Animals [z.m. || a.u.]

•Zain Malik•

He left.

Just like that.

Never giving a thought about us.

I'm shattered because it's never gonna be 1D without Zayn. This man with his black hair, hazel eyes, beautiful voice and an exceptionally phenomenal ability of hitting high notes can never be replaced.

Okay, who am I kidding! I'M F**KEN MAD RN! I'VE BEEN CRYING ALL NIGHT LONG AND I STILL CANNOT ACCEPT IT THAT HE LEFT THE BAND.

I can't think straight 'cuz 4/5 is never complete. Never. 5/5 is the definition of 1D and Zayn has just decided to ignore it. We love him, his bandmats love him but I do not understand how he could take a step as drastic as that.

It hurts to think that one of my saviors has just let go off his career like that. I want him back. I want him in the band. I want to see 5/5 of my heros.

But  if this is his decision, I'm gonna respect it.

It's been 5 years with you, Zayn, and I have never felt as attached to any of the celebrities I fangirl over. It was like we've been friends for  so long. I did not just admire you Zayn. I was in love with you. And still am. We all are

We wish you all the best for your future and hope that you excel in it exceptionally.

You have treated us like princesses and some ungrateful people just decided to hurt. I don't know if that's the reason why you've lost each and every feeling of being in the band. But whatever it is I know it must be something drastic.

We all love you Zayn.

You are the sole reason I live.

To quote my cousin (Aevi03 ) "There's no Direction without this One."

You're my sunshine Zayn.

I hope you don't hate us, Zayn.

Zain Javadd Malik. Whenever this name comes along with the term 'ex-bandmate of 1D' my heart would clench.

Yours in-anxiety,

Hoping he'll join the band back soon,

Piya.

xoxo