funky ol diary thingie thing

entry 7

jordan seemed to actually like what i was wearin
he jokingly said that im supposed to be the prince's knight, not his husband
and well.. i dunno
he's really nice lookin though id rather know him more for who he is rather than his looks since thats what most kingdoms do with their princes n princesses
sigh but i digress
tje king probably already has an assigned marriage awaitin the prince anyway..
ill never get the chance but thats alright
at least i get to know him more than his wife/husband does
anyway..
jordan also complimented how the shirt fits my chest n arms so well
in which i chuckled at
i was honestly surprised how happy and supportive jordan was to me
it felt nice..
ive never had a friend like jordan
man he's too great for me..
ahem anyway
i thanked him with a smile
tellin him that 'oh its nothin n that theyll probably give me better clothes if i do get the job that is'
i let out a silent sigh
my worry is just
what if i dont get the job to be the prince's knight ?
i have no clue what ill do
i dont know if i should just leave this town n
run off somewhere
i mean this place sure is nice but
i dont have a home at all
n im pretty sure jordan doesnt either
he always travels around so he probably sleeps on a bench or in an alleyway like me
i just dont know what ill do
but uh
ahem anyway
i allowed jordan to get out of the water too
i turned around just to act like i was grabbin the towel from where i placed it as well as the soap just so i can give jordan his own privacy of dryin himself up n puttin his pants n vest back on
i know its nothin but still
everyone needs to give out respect to others yknow
but anyway
we made it back to the town
it was already the afternoon while the sun was settin
i decided that today isnt my day to drink since i assumed the knight event thing is happenin tomorrow in the early morning hours so im goin to get my good nights rest to do so
jordan said it was alright n that hed also be skippin drinkin
he said he didnt feel like it, i understand
some days you just dont want to drink n fool around - just relax
i waved jordan off a thank you and a goodbye
thank you as in for hangin out with me all day today for it was extremely fun
n with that i headed off to my same ol casual alleyway spot
i sat down on the cold tile floor
i had thrown my old clothes away since
they were in no good use anymore
still dirty, ripped, worn out, ita not needed
i yawned quietly as i grabbed my bag, huggin it as if it were to be someone else
i thought of jordan for a second but then i thought about huggin the prince,
dear.. dearly in my arms
i just want him to be safe
i hope i get to be his knight tomorrow
i really...
i
i really hope s
so...
(oh em gee he fell aslee)