you never realize how much something or
someone means to you until they're gone. yeah,
we all joke around but being so into One
Direction but i didnt realize how real it was
now, when im sitting here and feeling like my
heart is ripped put out of its chest. i cant stop
crying and its finally hit me-how much these
boys-these five strangers- mean to me. i feel
like i've lost a friend and i dont know how to
deal with it.
