Zayn pov
That's it. I've left. No more 1D for me. I had said good bye to all the other lads and went home. I've spent the last two days in bed bawling my eyes out. I've cried so much I've now got a migraine. I got out of bed and went to get some pain killers. I wasn't going to eat because I knew if I did I would throw it up Straight away. I walked to the kitchen and got the packet and saw that there wasn't any left.
"Fuck" I said i can just text one of the lads to bring me some. Wait no I can't. I put on some shoes and sunglasses and went to get some. I got to the store and went in. I got some and wanted to get out. When I got to the register the girl was only young. Great I thought. I got up and she looked up at me. She froze and started crying.
"Omg it's you" she said. She was bawling her eyes out at this point. She stood there crying for like 10 mins while I waited. They had to come and take her away so I could get out of their.
"Sorry mr malik" the guy said as I walked away. I just nodded knowing if I said anything there was gonna be sick all over the floor. I got to my car and sat in the drivers seat. I gaged and got out because I was parked near a bush. I went and stood near it and gaged again. I bent over so my head was in the bush and threw up. I stood up and went back to my car.
"Worst week ever" I said as I put my head on the steering wheel. I drove home without having to stop but as soon as I got home it was a different story. I opened the door. Chucked the pain killers on the couch and ran into the bathroom. I sat in front of the toilet and gaged. Nothing was coming up so I went and got some water to take my pills. I sat in the couch and took them and fell asleep. I was fast asleep until perrie got home and we spent the rest of the day cuddling
