Thoughts?

My thoughts

I was wrong..
Very wrong

When I was a little child, I saw the world like it was envelope by kindness and love that I ever dream about. Something that the world might give to me if I were to give away my own kindness and love to it..

But that wasnt the case of it..

Cause as I grew older, every kindness and love that I have given to everyone and everything around me has it abused and used but never return back to me.  I watch them devour such things so greedily yet let me starve by my own.

I counted the stars at night and the days that has pass that have me guessing and asking for why the world was cruel towards me,  that it did not return the things that I have given to it so freely.

Things of emotions..
that I rarely felt

Then I realize..
There are people like me

With that, I continue on giving it away. Cause in my mind there are many other people that needed it as well like I do.

And with that thoughts, I continue on walking into the dark to find lost souls that the world has been cruel to and cast aside like they were nothing but worthless objects.

Making them feel the things that I rarely felt as I slowly guide them out of that place, helping them to pick out their pieces that can help them grow and building themselves into someone new yet stronger so the world cannot break them down anymore.

Yet..
In the end..

I watch them leave through that door filled with light as I stand so still away from them, wishing to go with them and continue on my journey with them.

But..

Yet I held myself back with chains of my own pain and suffering before walking back to the darkness to find more people like me..

To repeat the process
Once again..