Thoughts?

Chance

I remember someone telling me to take a chance on something that is worthful and valuable within my mind and my heart so that it will fill me with joy..

Yet..
Even so..

Why I cant take it? Why cant I take the chance that was given of the moment infront of me? Why didn't I reach out and hold it like the happiness within my life is dependent on it?

All I did was stand so still and quiet as i watch others grab and take it away from me so easily like they were born to have such happiness than I do

All I can do is just watch the colors and hues that gave meaning of the world around me leave with them

Yet even so..

I didnt chase after them, I didnt yell nor scream at the top of my lungs at them to stop.. I didnt even get on my knees and beg for them to give such things back to me..

All I did
Was watch them
Be
Taken away

But I dont know why..
It leave behind such a painful sweetness

That I only wanted in the first place..
From them