Scene:- Anokhi was in her room and completing her college projects/assignments
"I was tired of studying online for the schools/colleges that were closed during the lockdown.future ke koi bhi plan samajh nahi aa rahe the ki kya karein?? Exams honge ya nahi?? Kon se mode mein honge online ya offline honge bhi ya nahi?? Colleges kab reopen honge?? Kuch bhi idea nahi tha or mein bahut pareshan thi.I wanted peace means Abhishek!! I was about to visit his channel but I stopped a while But my heart says kuch ni hota yaarr dekh le I was too confused and Controlling myself as much as I could, I just visited his Instagram story in which he shared swipe up of his new video named-"scary Ghost prank on my best friend".As soon as I watched the story. I felt a pain in my heart because there were mentioned a girl in thumbnail. I tried to ignore but my heart didn't. and finally around 9 o'clock at night i watched his that video. I had habit to read all the comments so, I started reading comments in which everyone spamming girlfriend, girlfriend op etc. After reading this, my heart broke even more, I don't know why but I felt a prick in my heart andI cried the most in my life that night. When Ranveer rejected me, I didn't cry as much as I did that night.I tried hard to calm myself but don't know why i continued cried and fall slept while crying.
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Scene:- next morning!! Anokhi was in her room sitting quitly and deeply engrossed in some thoughts
"I did not know when I fell asleep crying all night and even when I woke up, the same comments were stuck in my mind.To distract myself a little I picked up my phone and made a video call to Kabeer."
Kabeer:- oho!! Bade dino baad madam ko yaad aa gayi humari!!
Anokhi:- 🙂🙂
Kabeer:- kya hua?? Tu tired lag rahi hai teri aankhein kyu laal hai?? Ranveer ne phir kuch...(anokhi interupts)
Anokhi:- arey!! Nahi wo mujhe kuch nahi bol sakta muh tod dungi uska ab to mein 😁😁
Kabeer:- that's my girl!!
Anokhi:- 🙃🙃
Kabeer:- anokhi!! Ek baat poochun??
Anokhi:- hmmm..
Kabeer:- sach bata!! Kya hua?? aankhein kyu laal hai teri?? Teri aankhein to rone se laal hoti hai!! Tu royi hai kya?? Kuch problem hai to mujhse share kar sakti hai agar tujhe problem share karne mein koi problem na ho to ☺️
Anokhi:- kabeer... 🥺🥺😭😭😭
"I could not bear it and I told him everything."
Kabeer:- shhshh... Chup tu chup ho pehle bilkul.Shaant ho jaa!! Tu pagal hai??dimag khrab ho gaya tera??
Anokhi:- dimaag khrab ni hua pyaar ho gaya hai!!
Kabeer:- pyaar vyaar ni hai crush hai vo bus do teen mahine mein bhoot utar jayega tera!! Tu studies par focus kar samjhi!!abhi boht saare logo ko galat proof karna hai tujhe!!
Anokhi:-nahi yeh koi crush waali feeling nahi hai!! Tujhe pata hai mujhe kitna ganda feel hua sabke comments padhkar!! Abhi bhi rona aa raha hai!!
Kabeer:- use jealousy bolte hai pagal ladki!!
Anokhi:- meine yeh to nahi bola ki jealousy ho rahi hai!! Buss accha sa feel nahi ho raha rona aa raha hai because Mujhe ek ese insaan se pyaar ho gaya jiski girlfriend hai!! Or chal maan liya nahi bhi hai vo uski girlfriend sirf uski friend hai to phir bhi ki fayda o meri kismat' ich h hi ni!! There are two main reasons of this. 1) our fucking cast system. 2)He doesn't know that there is someone like me who loves him so much. He is love of my life but not in this life.I have never ever been complaint to God for something but now i have a complaint to god that why he sent Abhishek in my life And even if sent, then what was the need to put his love in my heart when he did not have to write it in fate mujhe ek ese insaan se pyaar ho gaya hai jo kabhi mera nahi ho sakta or ab yeh baat mujhe life time rulayegi!!
Kabeer:- to rehne do phir!!
Anokhi:- tune rehne di.....
"With an awkwardness I stopped a while as I realized that I about to ask him that kya usne mujhse pyaar karna kam kar diya hai yeh pata hote hue ki mein kabhi uski nahi ho sakti."
Anokhi:- tu samajh kyu nahi raha yarr!! Mujhe uski aadat lag chuki hai!!usko or uski family ko khush dekhti hoon to khud se face par smile aa jaati hai!!magar saath mein yeh soch kar rona bhi aata hai ki mein uski khushi ka part nahi hoon. Use to pata bhi nahi ki mein exist bhi karti hoon!!
Kabeer:-kyu Bhai kyu?? Kyu tere existence ka nahi pata use Kya tune uski videos par comments nahi kiye?? Kya un comments par usne react nahi kiya?? Abhi tune bataya hai ki tune comment bhi kiye hai usne un par heart bhi diye hai. Wo tere se as a lover nahi but as creator to love karta hai!! Use teri existence ka pata hai!!tu use pyare comments karke special feel karwaati hai or wo un par react karke tujhe!! Matlab kuch to hai tum dono ke beech!!use tujhse pyaar nahi iska matlab yeh thodi tu use pyaar karna band kar degi!! One sided love mein bohut power hoti hai!! Tujhe pata hai mere pyaare Baba jaan (father) kya kehte hai?? Vo Kehte hai ki jo cheez kismat mein na ho use dur se dekh kar khush ho jaana chahiye aur patience rakhna chahiye!! Tune abhi bola God sent him into your life!! God puts his love in your heart !! So now, the same god will made his meet with you one day surely, if not in this life then in paradise!!wo zindagi mein nahi hai to kya hua?? Dil mein to hai!!
"Mujhe kabeer ki baton ne aur zyaada confuse kar diya tha!! Mujhe samajh hi nahi aa raha tha kya karoon?? I wanted to retreat but could not because ab baat bohut aage badh chuki thi!!mein uske bina nahi reh sakti thi isliye meine decide kiya ki mein ab apni life uske pyaar mein guzaar dungi!! Ab na uske baad koi life mein ayega na hi aane dungi!!use lifetime support karungi!! Uski happiness ke liye har ek kaam karungi!! Thinking all this I made a promise to myself and Abhishek's pic that I will remain a virgin for the rest of my life and will not marry anyone!!One day I became to know that, that girl who was with Abhishek in that video got married with someone else.I was very happy to hear this and my face blossomed.that was the greatest day of my life.Days passed and with time my love for him and his success grew.I never expressed my secret love for him to anyone, not even to him , I just always supported him as a fan and kept loving him secretly.Mujhe us se pyaar hai or mein life mein kabhi bhi shaadi nahi karungi yeh baat sirf 3 log jaante the meri cousin sister, kabeer or mein!!"
Author's note:- arey yarrr... Yeh Abhishek aur anokhi ka milan kab hoga 😩😩😩 mere se wait nahi ho raha 😤😤😤
