Why won't this nigga leave me alone? I sigh as I'm woken up out my sleep to the smell of weed smoke. He won't smoke in his mother's house out of respect for her but can smoke in my dads place, what does some shit like that tell you? Oh ok. My eyes stare at the time till my brows furrow it's 1:15 AM his ass posed to be working a 8PM - 2:00 AM shift, why he here?
"Donte why the fuck you not at work?" He obviously didn't expect me to be up so I scared him a bit resulting in a bit of choking, bitch.
"Don't do shit like that b." Donte glares at me. "Issa vibe with me and one the supervisors there I been told my boss don't put me to work with that bitch or I won't work at all and he must've thought a nigga had jokes." He shrugs and goes back to his joint.
"Out that shit and come here." I sit up and watch him as he moves around sluggishly.
"What my fatty want?" Donte throws his heavy ass self at me and I groan in pain because why the fuck would he do that.
For a while we just lay there, me in an uncomfortable ass position stroking his hair and him obviously comfortable on top me and rubbing his ashy ass hands all over me. The vibe was too nice cause I'm bout to ruin it.
"Nigga what we posed to be?" Donte shrugs. "We say we not gay but be doing gay ass shit." Donte sits up.
My body tenses as Donte plants his lips on mine, this isn't an answer but I'll take it. I kiss him back it was weird, I've never kissed him back just allowed him to do the kissing and why the fuck have I never done this before? Donte moans into my mouth the action forcing me to break the kiss.
"We should stop here." I whisper breathing heavily into his chest.
"Yeah." Donte licks my ear. "Youn ready for this dick yet." I feel the smirk in his voice and shove him off me.
"Bitch." I turn my back to him and get comfortable, I wasn't smoking or nun but I feel mad dumb right now and could use some sleep.
Donte pulls me into him pulling my blanket over us, I tense as I feel his erection that shit ain't real. I'm not a small or average guy I come with length and width but the shit I'm feeling can't be real. We been dodging this bullet but eventually it'll be more than just a kiss which is weird, I literally just moved here I can't be hopping in bed already and speaking of just moving here I don't even know this nigga... that well, I'm getting to know him better but still it's weird.
And what about me as a person, is this something I want? I've never been homophobic or against anyone or anything in the community you mind your business I'll mind mine, but am I really into this shit or am I just into him? And how would we go about the situation, his mom, my dad? What about the people in this town how'd they react? I don't really care what people outside my circle think it's just that people take "their opinions" to another level.
I shouldn't be worrying about this we just... vibing? Yeah I'll foolishly call it that.
"Watchu thinking so hard fa?" This nigga sleepy voice y'all, this what y'all girls like?
"Nun, take ya ass to sleep." I push back on him earning a small moan.
Donte slips off my boxers and I allow him. "Relax we not fucking... yet." I feel Donte spread my cheeks and rest his dick between them. "Shit warm." He groans biting into my shoulder.
So we finna sleep like this? Donte can't be serious.
I lay still listening to his breathing although it was obvious he was sleeping the way all his weight settled but he can't be serious, my dick hard as shit so is his and having it between my cheeks not making the situation better for anyone.
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When I wake up Donte is smoke again, I turn to face him his whole dick is out and he's just sitting there in obvious pain, men be knowing what they want but don't ask for it.
Bossing up I just grip his dick tightly and suck the tip into my mouth.
"Hol up warren." Donte yanks my locs.
"Sexually the most we ever done is kiss we'll reach this stage when we better prepared." I pull away and stare down at him. "It's anal sex it's not something we can just do you get what I mean?" I nod my head and curl into his side. "You don't smoke do you?" I shake my head no, he chuckles.
For the rest of the day we just lay under each other and chill, fuck the homework we had to do and fuck everything else I like being up under this nigga.
Till the day comes and it's gonna be more than just chillin.
