I was so hyped for this party now I'm showered and ready to go I'm no longer feeling it, doesn't help that scrap been parked out front a whole five hours and Lou will be pulling up any moment.
I hate Donte so much right now.
"Leaving so soon?" My dad gives me a hug.
"Gonna hang out with a friend from school I'll be back whenever and you can have me all tomorrow." I hug him back.
"Good, I miss you." My dad kisses my forehead.
"I miss you too old man." He shoves me off him and we share a laugh.
"Be careful." He calls after me as I step outside.
"Always." I go to close the door.
"So how you get knocked up?" I throw the door back open and glare at his hunched over howling frame.
Why would he say some shit like that to me? Shaking my head I make my way down the driveway to wait on Lou. As I'm waiting I feel scrap staring so I flip him off only it's not Scrap, the window slowly lowers revealing Donte smirk on his face.
"They gave a bitch two options stripping or lose!" Lou screams as he pulls up. "Why you not hype fren?" He smiles uncomfortably wide at me.
"Please tell me you're sober." I whisper yell as I get in.
"Ok, I am sober." He giggles.
Lou burns rubber as he pulls off and I bow my head to say a quick lil prayer, I always had a feeling Lou was reckless but sexually I ain't know he was fucking crazy.
Donte is trailing behind us and it's pissing me off.
"Pull over." I say lowly.
"Why?" Lou asks as he pulls over.
"Because that's Donte driving behind us." I dig through his glovebox. "Sick a this nigga." I grab a knife.
Getting out the car I stomp my way over to Donte he slowly backs up but stops eventually, with all the energy I posses I drive the knife into his front tire.
"Let me fucking b nigga ion be following you around when you out cheating." I spit at his car and storm off.
Lou asks me if I'm ok but I don't respond, eventually he gets the point and drives off and we go on our way .
I'm really gonna act a fucking fool at this party and I hope somebody records it and post it everywhere, he wanna embarrass me privately I'll embarrass him publicly, I know my logic makes zero sense but I don't care right now.
FUCK DONTE!
As we round a corner the car starts vibrating and my heart rate picks up, why am I so nervous?
Lou grabs my hand and leads me through the crowded venue, Dreams and Nightmare is playing but you can barely hear meek rapping everyone is screaming the lyrics, as they should.
"You want a drink?" Lou shoves a cup in my hand and starts filling it with a mixture of dark and white liquor.
"I'm pregnant." I say more to myself as a reminder.
"What?" Lou leans in.
I don't why I chose this moment to panic but I did and kiss him, Lou kisses back. Soon enough Lou is rubbing on me and I let a moan slip, I deepen the kiss then pull away when I feel him stiffen.
"Damn." His voice is now deeper than normal and believe me I never found Lou attractive but now that I'm getting heated... he kinda fine.
"Hey baby." A dark skin baddie walks up to Lou shoving her hand down his pants.
Damn, I'm really ruining my life settling down I could easily walk away but I'm pregnant.
Walking away from the two I join the crowd just to vibe out, my intentions were to act up but now that I've calmed down I think I'm just going to chill.
I dance till my feet are sore and I mean that literally, designer shoes are for pictures you have to take them off immediately after. I sit in a corner and pickup a cup someone abandoned and just smell it then I stick my tongue in it, I'm not gonna drink I just miss that spicy feeling my tastebuds get when alcohol comes in contact.
"That's mine." I look up into some big ass eyes and get lost, so pretty. "You have nice eyes too." My eyes then drift down to some big ass tiddies and I try not to stare.
The urge to stare must mean something, I knew I wasn't gay just dumb behind Donte.
"My bad." I pass the drink back.
"You ight." She giggles. "Fine too." Shawty took it upon herself to sit on my lap, if that was her drink this probably was her seat.
"Don't be leaving your drinks unattended in environments like these." I whisper in her ear.
"Or what, a fine ass nigga gone start drinking it?" She looks down at my lips then up to my eyes.
"This fine ass nigga named Warren." I smile.
"That's cute, I'm Sevn." She leans into me.
"Pretty girl pretty name." I brush my lips against hers. "What else pretty?" She smiles then kisses me.
I don't think this counts as acting up.
Just as we were getting into the kiss shots start going off, everybody starts screaming and running but I remain seated because who else but Donte.
"S three v 7 n on IG find me." Sevn yells as she gets dragged off by her home girls.
I think Lou ditched me, I can't even be mad probably wasn't thinking straight in this situation.
"You had ya fun." Donte walks in the now empty space breaking the silence, a group of masked up guys on his trail. "Let's go." He holds his hand out.
Standing up on my own I roll my eyes at him. "Take me to my dads place we got plans." Donte sucks his teeth but nods.
The drive to my dads place I just sat there thinking about how we met the relationship now this, whatever I felt for Donte in the beginning I don't know if it's still there or maybe it's the pregnancy.
Pregnancy, I'm a whole ass nigga fuck I look like pregnant?
"I want an abortion." Donte slams on the breaks but before I can react he slams my head and I'm out.
