𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠

i have often wondered
in late evening hours
and early morning sunrises
why everyone had a
someone
except for me.
i often wondered
if there even was anyone for me.
i wondered
when someone might look at me
the way he looked at her
in a crowded room.
like only they existed.
i believed the answer was never.
but all the wondering
all of the crying & laughing
all of the anger & disappointment
all of the giving up & healing
led me to you.