𝐨𝐥𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐢 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞

i hope you die alone
and that when you sleep
you always get
the hot side of the pillow.
i hope you never
fall in love again
and that if you do
she doesn't love you back.
i hope you suffer
and cry whenever you hear
my name.
i hope you realize what you did
and you feel sorry
for the rest of your life.
i hope every time you see me
the guilt spreads inside of you
like poison.
i hope you dream of me
and see me thrive
without you around.
i hope that when you hear that song
you remember
my face
my smile
my eyes
my laugh
my body
my skin
in that moment.
and i hope it all kills you.