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Hii~

So this isn't an update saying I'm quitting or anything [that's not anytime soon] but I wanted to use this to write a tiny thank you to everyone!

I think I've said this somewhere before but I really didn't think my account would grow as much as it has already.

I started writing for fun as a way to cure my boredom.

Started on ao3 and posted a few things, it didn't get much traction until maybe a month later. I was really happy to read the comments and get notifications that people left kudos on my work. It was crazy to me because I really didn't think what I was writing was that enjoyable.

Maybe a few months later, I posted on here and definitely didn't get any type of interaction. Like, maybe one person read a day or something like that and I got absolutely no votes. I wasn't that happy about it but I had just started so it was understandable.

It wasn't too off putting because I wasn't really worried or expecting my numbers to increase anyways.

My works on ao3 grew on their own BUT ON HERE I had some help.

So, I wrote some smut chapters for someone else's book and I don't knowwww, I was freaking out when they asked me to because I really loved their book. It was just really cool that there were so many other people they could've asked. 

I was nervous because I felt like if my writing wasn't good enough then I was kinda wasting their time but it was actually really fun.

Anyways, they tagged me with every chapter I wrote so some people actually checked out my account from it [and if I see your account then I remember who you are. Yeah, I remember you!]

THAT'S WHEN I WAS REALLY FREAKING OUT - like the first time I saw someone voted/commented on my chapters I think I actually screamed. Then from there I got my own following and stuff. I had some trouble finding my theme but EVENTUALLY I did and I love it so muchhh.

ANYWAY - ENOUGH OF THAT [No one asked right? Lmfao]

I just want to thank you guys [everyone reading] 

Love you all soooo muchhh💛💛

It's just really funny to me when I look at my books now, I have so many reads and mostly votes - lots of comments. 

Comments help the most since I get to see how you guys feel about the chapters or your reactions. I really love all of you - especially the frequent commenters, they're hilarious.

Like this book! I'm at 3k like wtfffff - how?! 

Sometimes [even now] I get anxiety before I press the 'publish' button because I think people might hate it and shit like that but I'll get some people saying they love it. AND the people that go a step ahead and dm me to say how much they love my writing is just heartwarming to me.

 I hope you continue to follow me through this story and other books

* If you actually read this far then thank you - I really appreciate it. All of you. I'll update soon since it feels like I haven't in a long time * 

[ ShadesXing was the person I was talking about btw - Love you bestie, welcome back 💛]