Anti-YOU {On Hold}

Cuddles

::Chris's::POV::

I watched Tammy sleep, she looks a lot like her mom but younger and her skin looks so soft it makes you think of how soft it is before even getting a chance in touching it!

The name she gave me for my song is really catchy. Other names for it that I've thought of doesn't really catch the drift in me singing it.

I grabbed my cover and pulled it to her chin, picking up her head I slowing put one of my pillows below her small head.

I felt so slow around her. Like since I found out she was my daughter... I gain a new responsibility? I don't know , I feel more.. more? More protective.

I only cared for myself and if one of my friends are drunk I care for them. But now I have a little person living in my house and I'm putting her to sleep in a room with ghost...

Yet again ghost acts like a ghost.... sometimes him begin quiet makes me wanna go bang my head on the wall on, he was REALLY quiet back then when he look feminine.

I huffed at myself for thinking so much. That I felt Tammy stir in her sleep.

I got off the bed and left the room to get some water.

I walked down the stairs too the kitchen an poured myself a cup of water heading back up to my room to see Tammy still asleep.

I got a knock at my door, they opened and I saw josh

"Hey, Ryan,Ricky, and I are going somewhere to get new equipment for the studio. I think ghost had to go get something somewhere. You okay begin alone with Tam?"

"Yeah yeah I'll be fine. She's sleeping so it'll give me enough time to write" I said. Making josh leave with an okay. Closing the door and hearing his footsteps go faintly.

I looked back at Tammy seeing she looked a hella lot of her mom. She only has the color of my eyes light brown redish color. Her mom had dark dark brown.

I went back to where I hid her notebook. Since I had it under my pillow I had to run and hide it. In my book shelf so she wouldn't suspect I've taken it. I'm sure she hasn't even bother checking for it meaning I'm in a good state looking into it and then putting it back in time.

I opened the book going back to the page where I was examining before.

I found it really gorgeous, she really knows how to draw.

I flipped the page finding "pierce the veil" writing in bubbles letters, having fireworks in the background, along with the guys of pierce the veil standing on the right in cartoon form having smiles on their face.

I went to the next finding a girl. not a girl I've seen in my life probably around the age 14-16? She was so pretty her brown hair was straight and she had a sister sin t-shirt.

I went on and flipped the page.

Here the page was Tammy, leaning against the wall with her right leg picked up again the wall. Her hands in her pockets some of her hair in her face and she was looking down at the floor.

But here comes the artistic. On the floor there were demons there all hitting the pavement has if it was a blockage from then touching the world or even Tammy.

It was so realistic. I really loved this one.

And I got a glance to the corner of the paper and I saw words written, "This place is haunting me! Let go and set me free! Open the door to the unknown!"

(If you get the inference I'll be happy one loving you forever!)

I really loved this drawing I took out my phone got on my notes and typed it down.

I closed the book and went to Tammy's and ghost room putting it in the box i found it in. I really didn't find it .... I dumbed it over BY accident okay!

I went back into my room and I saw Tammy was still sleeping.

I decided to go down stairs and watch Netflix and I put on ink master.

I gotta say tattoos are the shit

( there really are I want a dream catcher on my right arm)

I felt my eye lids go heavy so I did a vote on falling asleep on the couch.

::time::pass::

I felt something warm next to me, I was curious and I opened my eyes and to see Tammy.

"Tammy. what are you doing here?" I said groggily since I just woke up.

"It felt cold in your room so I went looking for you. I found you sleeping and you looked cold so I took the honor and decided to share this cover and sleep with my dad..." she said cuddling her face into me and she threw the cover on top of my body.

I sighed and put my arms around her and her breaths eased out. Making me notice she has fallen asleep, I got comfortable too and I fell asleep with her.

I'm starting to get attached to her in a family way.