My plan doesn't work anymore...

Introduction

I finally break up with her. I was really tired, she literally threatened me that she would tell the school that I harassed her if I didn't date her. And after 5 month of insupportability. She finally found an other guy so I don't have to worry about her anymore. I had to took my emergency plan for her even if I really hate to take it because even if I am a jerk I still just really hate playing with women feeling like this. I prefere to just let them know that I am a jerk so they leave me.

My plan consiste on: I "accept" to date them, they always messages me but I always ignore them and I ignore them in general, so they just realize that I don't want this relation at all and feel not liked. I know I'm trash but my plan work because they always finish by leaving me.
They just finish by cheating on me, giving me a revenge that I will never forget and slap me at least 10 time on the face before continue to spam me on message, so in the end they just leave me spreading rumor about me in all the school to be sure that all students know that I'm a jerk.

I usually never use this plan because I hate playing with other feeling but if it's the only solution I will use it. Before I just ignore all girl in general and give them the cold treatment, and if they don't leave I will flirt with other but never even landing an eyes on them.
And for boys I continually flirt with them and with their little pride they finished by thinking that I really like them and disappear. With all that I made a reputation of a gay pervert and a jerk for women.
Even if it's not the best reputation you can have, I don't really care because now I have really less people approaching me.

Why I do all that? Because I hate social interaction and people in general you can say that I'm antisocial but mostly disgusted with all the faked person I met in my life. And the only persons that I like being with and have cool personality become bullied when I start talking to them or they just don't approach me.

In the beginning, I really was just shy but too much people were on me creating my agoraphobia (fear of big group of people). And even when I was telling them none stop to stop being so much on me, they were not even listening to me, telling other to move not willing to move themself.
So I just start to making a big wall separating them from me even if that just let me destroy my true personality, my relation with other and my reputation.

Each time I have to use one of my trick to lure people I feel really bad and embarrassed (from seducing boy). I changed school at least 3 time in my live because I was not able to manage all the problem made from me like litteral bullying to other just because I give them real love and interest or even just homophobic who were bullying me but I was used to all that treatment.

For my family, I'm an only child and my father and mother are just always working, I nearly never had time with them.
So yea that's why I am so uncomfortable with people and I grew antisocial. I can't say that I have the worst childhood because my parents like me and all but I can't really say that I'm lucky either..

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All that to say, yes I'm a jerk that don't care about other feeling if they don't care about mine. Ex: if I reject a pack of cookie from a kind person, I will be sure to finally met her where nobody can see us and thank that person and make sure for that person to not misunderstand my felling from them and just really apologize and hoping for them to found a best person than me, it always work when they are kind and comprehensive.
Even if I want to be friend with them I know that I just can't and just hope for them to have a beautiful life.
But that doesn't happen often because people like that don't approach me that much.
And for people like my ex that I talked about in the beginning I just really hate them so yea. if they don't care about my feeling why would I care about them?
So yes I am relieved that my ex finally leave me.

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Now for the appearence: