My plan doesn't work anymore...

School

I woke up and I fix the wall, I don't want to go out at all.
I finally decide to get up. My cat is still sleeping so without doing much noise I get up from bed.
I take a bol of cereal for breakfast and fill the bol of cat food for my cat when he will wake up
Still tired, I brushed my teeth and go find what I will be wearing.
I finally decide to wear a white sweater with blue and beige stripe alternation. It was one size more big than my habitual size with a loose blue jean attached by a black belt.
It was a simple look but I like it.

I put my cap on and I head to the cegep.

On my way I saw the little boy from yesterday and he greets me with a big smile.

And then BOOM! I died from heart attack
And like Jesus I resurrected on place!
Sorry

No but seriously, this smile really gave me energy,
'Maybe, today will be a good day?' I thought to myself before approaching the little boy to sit beside him.
"Thank you a lot mister for yesterday!"
"It's nothing" the true is, I should be the one thanking you.

...
We finally reached the station I had to leaved to. So I started to go away but I felt a little hand pulling my sweater so I turned back.
It was the little kid
"You don't want to be with me like my parent?"
I immediately felt really bad
I patted lightly his head before talking
"Of course not, I have to leave because I have to go to school, I will be here tomorrow at the same hour"
"O-ok!, I will make sure to be here to!" I felt uncomfortable
"You know.. I'm not a bad person but.. you shouldn't trust a stranger like this, it could really be dangerous and people don't always are what they seem like. You only know me for 2 days.." I had to say it to him because that could really finish badly if he was doing this with all the 'kind stranger' he met
"O-ok.. but can I make an exception for you"
"No! Make sure for yourself that I am not dangerous and after decide for yourself!" I said it on a joke tone but I want him to understand that he couldn't trust people so simply
"O-ok, by sir- uh I mean.. bye completely stranger that I never saw or talked to before" I chuckle and answer "bye"

And I left..

As I arrive at the school building, I see a sea of people. I started to feel dizzy and I immediately felt like I was going to pass out.
Here we go for another turn!
It was caused by my agoraphobia, it was truly a nightmare each time I was seeing people crowded like this.
But why?
Each morning I make sure to wake up early and come to school early because they have less peoples. So why!?
Why were they so many people crowed in front of the principal building?

I got my answer pretty quickly..
"4 of the 'beauty prince' are there" someone shouted, probably a massive fangirl like the half of the students in this school.
Uhh.. what do they want to make such a din.
They where like idols in the school because not only they have a pretty face but they all are guarantee to have a successful life, so it was for beauty, money and talent that they were attracting people like f*cking mosquitoes.
I'm a member myself form the "beauty princes" but it's only because I have a pretty face. People just wanted me to be part of this game.
But I was just a step to them to be able to rise up in the hierarchy of the school and be able to talk to the 'prince'
Evidence? I had plenty: first, the girls who are the girlfriends of the other 2 'prince' had treatment me to be there boyfriend to finally leaving me to be with one of the 'prince'. They had probably acted like a victim that has been harassed by me and was obligate to be my 'girlfriend'.
I got beaten the last time by 'bullies' but I knew it very well, they had been paid for it and it didn't take a genius to understand who paid them..

I felt even more bad when I thought about it and hurried up to get in the building before running in the bathroom.

I trew up.. I know that's disgusting but when I feel so nervous, I have to let it out.. so .. that's what happen each time
I made sure that my shirt wasn't dirty and I rinsed my mouth. I was lucky, because nobody was there, it was always really embarrassing when someone was there.

"And here goes my breakfast!"

After a while I finished to clean myself from the evidence people would have been able to see and I headed to the school library.

When I arrived I saw 3 or 5 persons in it. It was less than what I thought.
I enter and sit down where I could have a computer. I decided to finish my homework and study.

1 hour after..

I watch the time on my phone and decide to stop here for today.
'I have a classes in 30 min, I better start to move'

...

'My class is finally finished'
I let out a sight

When more than half of the class had left, a shy boy decide to approach me, what do he wants from me?

"Uh umm.."
"Yes!?, I don't have time to loose" I was harsh but it was needed to maintain my reputation
"I-I really like your shirt" it surprised me
"I-uh thank you I like your style too" it was true.. his style was really cool and he has a great sens of fashion
He made a cute surprise face "haha- thank, I uhh.. wher-where did you bought your shirt?"
"No need to be so constipated.. I won't eat you, and uh.. I bought this shirt at ****** " he blushed from embarrassment
" I KNEW IT!" It really surprised me
"Oh, oh so-sorry it's just that.."
that what? Finish your sentence! Now I want to know!
"What?"
"Not long ago I made a partenariat with ****** company and your shirt is one of the model I did so I just wanted to know"
"W-WHAT!!?" This time it was me who had an exagared reaction.

"S-sorry" I immediately turned my face from embarrassment and blushed a little
He chuckle seeing my reaction " I'm just glad that someone is wearing my creation and like it"

"Ah-uh yes" our role had inverse, I was the shy boy now..
"No but seriously, you really are great! To have a partenariat with such a great company! You will greatly succeed in the fashion industry!"
He had a surprise expression on his face and he looked like he was going to cry.
Did I said something bad?

"Thanks, my father think it's a lost of time so hearing this really encourage me" I was relieved
"Don't listen to your father, if you do something other than your passion it's what you can call a lost of time. Don't waste your talent"

He made a little comforting smile
"You are really not what I expected from you"
'Oh.. shoot, I just ruin my reputation in front of him'
"No it just that.. you have a great talent, being a bad person or not don't change the truth" I picked my things and leaved the fastest possible

I watched behind me and the boy was dumbfounded like he had see a pink rabbit.

...
The boy POV:
H-he is... really pretty and the contrary of what I saw each time when he is talking to other.
It's cute...