The Bitchy Side (Quotes)

Part 2 : Before Being the Bitch

If you think i was dreaming last night, or maybe its just me who's dreaming ? Nah. Its really true !
You know. We kept texting last night and i know my face is really like a zombie to have these panda eyes -_-
Its ok. People wont mind it.
I'm moving fastly to be early in school.
Or am i just excited ? Naaah. Tch. I'd better do it slowly.
But i just can't ! You know..err. Ok fine. Im excited to see him ? So what ? Pft. Ok i need to go.

"Gtg dad. Bye. " Then i stepped out of our house.

I was surprised to see a silhoutte in out gate and more surprisingly is that its Jc.
"You're here? " I said smiling at him
"A boyfriend is a boyfriend. " Then he winked at me. I covered my face then chuckled.
We keep bumping each others hand. You know, maybe we're too close.
"Your hand hurts mine. I'll just hold it"
I wasn't shocked. I was just..im suddenly.. you know, err. Face gets red .
"Your hand's cold. "
Then he suddenly rubbed it with his. And intertwined our hand.
Its kinda sweet and its making me fall .
I love that stuff.
Then he suddenly came closer. And closer. and ㅡ
"Im sorry if it bothers you. Norie just passed by.And im sure that she's really jealous." Then he chuckled.
My face suddenly fell down.
You know, like.. From a beautiful rose to a dried one?
"Are you ok?"
Maybe he noticed that.
"Y-yeah of..of course." I composed my self to smile.
What a dumb. I was the one who wanted this.
So i should be the one stronger than ever.

Everytime we're passing by , people look and a little gossips.
You know people.
I dont care naman eh. Ok lang. It doesn't matter , i knew im the one with the issue.

"You know , it's her 8th man. I swear they'll end up soon."
Then people would suddenly laugh.
I just looked down then i just felt something covering my ears.
"I don't want you to hear them. "
He cares.He's showing it.
I dont know if im starting to fall at him, to his actions,to his manner and mostly to his statements that makes me chill.
Its like blood would rush to my cheeks and puff and thinking it would suddenly bluff.

He took if off until we passed them.
"I just hate a girl who's hurt. " He smiled then held my hand.

We are going strong until we reached our 4th monthsary.
Im currently here at mall with friends.They said im changing because i dont talk and being with them often. Of course , friends would always be friends.They said maybe i forgot them already. But of course not! How can i be?
We're at the malls food court when we talked about our love lives.

"So how are you with kenthy ?" I asked to Carly who is in the pprocess of being pakipot. You know, she's our little Carly who is MARIA CLARANG ROCKER XD
you know, Maria clara because of being so pakipot and so..What ever. Rocker, she really loves rock.

"Still the sameTorpe parin siya, sometimes nga parang ako nalang yung manliligaw sakanya eh. Pero siyempre. Pakipot ako " Then she rolled eyes and laugh hard. She's a hell crazy hottie.
"Ilang months na nga kayo ni jc bebe na yan? Nag aaway ba kayo? "
I just remembered.We didn't faught. Even once. I was just in the stage of being so selosa but i cant let it long and can't argue it with him because its my first time in my life that i dont want him to leave me.
"No we dont fight. We're awesome." I chukled a bit.
"You guys will just long until 5th month. " And she's freaking serious about that. Sometimes im afraid of her being a fortuneteller. Last time she said it to me with marcus that we'll only last until the 3rd of march it did! Then on mike that we'll only last only for 20 days. It also did happened.

"No. I wont let it. If it'll happen. I'll find a way. I Swear i wont let him go. I Swear it. He'll be my last. "

After we guys bond and had fun we go home and get our selves to bed.

*Month of september*
This was the month i dont like. He started avoiding me.Started not to text me. Everytime im texting him he would reply he's busy with something. Or sometimes would say he's making a thesis. The next next day i tried talking to him but he said he need to Take a nap because he's tired so i didn't reply that noon. But i texted him again at afternoon but he didn't replied.
Im starting to feel nervous.
I knew i cried a lot. I swear i would not cry over a man. But to him, i couldn't help it.
I can't let him go.
I walked to the park thinking of what will happen if we would be parted.
The rain starts falling.
I remembered one day.

*flashback*

We we're both walking together. It was afternoon. The sky was dark.
"I think it would rain" i stopped a moment.
"I guess it so. Ugh. I didn't bring anything to cover.Specially you're with me. I dont want you to get sick. I dont want you to get wet. Ofㅡ"
I spoke when the rain starts to drop.
"Babe its really raining now. Let's go." I pulled him and we both run.
Like a children in streets.Like dogs playing.
We ended up showering in rain and building our dreams together.

*ends*

Am i loosing it all now?
What will happen to that dreams?
Ashes? Dust?
I cant let that happen.

"Elise."
That cold voice. It was once a cheerful voice.
It was once a wonderful and awesome voice that i wanna listen every night before i go to sleep.
Now it turned to a cold, low and the most unwanted thing in my life.

"Elise."
He repeated it.
I dont want to listen. It was our first conversation personally in the month of august until this september.
"Let's end this.I love somebody else."
Then my life and my heart and everything cracked. Broken. And i think it was cutted.
My tears didnt fall. I managed to smile.
"Who's the one?"
"You doㅡ"
"I need to know."
"Iㅡ"
"TELL ME!!"
"Pauline!Happy now?"

I went home and cried all night. All day. I tried cutting out my pulse. Cried. Cried. And Smiled.Changed.
Bitch.

Jc Pov

I know you begin hating me. But i swear i did it for elise. I dont want her to be hurt.
I need to cut out our relationship even if it hurts like shit.

"If you wont let her go, their company, her father. HER life.Will all disappear. So you need to choose. Now. Its in your hand now."
My father warned me. And i need to choose between life or death,Heaven or earth, happiness or sadness.

I also told somebody's name so she will hate me, forget me.
I need to have a plan to make her hate me all her life. To forget me, even if it hurts like hell.

THAT'S WHAT HAPPENED TO THE ELISE AND JC IN
'THE CHRISTMAS PRESENTATION'
Its their love story..

Kinda tragic.
Ako lang siguro yung author na baliktad. Mas nauna yung part two sa one. Pero ok na.Parang flash back nalang to.

EEEEK. MEJO MATAGAL TAGAL DING DI NAKAUPDATE XD HAHAHA LOL. SORRY. PUMUNTA KASI AKO SA LOLA KO, SA BAHAY NA WALANG WIFI XD Pero ayan na shaaaa.

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