Starbright Dreamer ( Bakugou X Black Fem Reader fanfiction)

Affectionate

Katsuki didn't let go of you. He couldn't, if he did you might hurt yourself again. The blonde kept his arms wrapped around you, as his face burned brighter at the thought of that kiss. He knew he wasn't dreaming, but still couldn't believe he did it. With you of all people. Someone he perceived out of his league.

"Puppy," you spoke as your heart raced under the embrace. "how long have you been here?"

He kept his face in your neck as his hold on your body tightened. "Today, I don't fucking know. 2, 3 hours maybe." He mumbled, just enough for you to hear.

You gasped softly in surprise at his care for you. "Then, how long have I been asleep?"

You could hear him swallow hard as he let out a shaky breath. "A week."

Oh wow, you thought to yourself. it took me that long to process their memories? You looked down as his hair tickled your skin, and felt the way he held you close. No wonder he's so handsy.

Katsuki shifted against your body before lifting his face to meet yours. Staring back at him you looked away taking your hands from around him. Putting your hands together you avoided his gaze as he stared you down.

"Look at me you fucking idiot." He said harshly.

You gulped before you looked up at his face, expecting him to be angry. He looked back at you, but he didn't look sad or angry, maybe concerned.

"What the fuck happened?" Katsuki asked, as you looked away again. "Could you keep your shitty eyes on me? I know you're a professional liar, but at least look at me if you're gonna lie your ass off."

You sighed before looking at him, finding it difficult to not look away. "To start off, I heard Sibyl's rant. So I'm aware that you know about my ex." He nodded keeping his eyes on you. "After I left your house, I was on my way home. While I was walking I heard a girl crying. Once I found out more as Cauchemar, I found out that she was raped by her boyfriend."

Katsuki furrowed his brows at your words. It was starting to piece together. You saw someone hurt like you did, and the memories came running back.

"I found her ex, and I did some . . . things to him. Once I made sure she was okay, I got out if my persona and continued to go home." You paused looking away, feeling your heart thunder as you searched for the next words. "On my way back it was as if my mind went into overdrive. Just reminding me of that night. It reminded me that I was stupid, scared. I was weak for not pulling the trigger on him. I didn't feel good. When I got home, I went to shower, but it was as if that made it worse."

The blonde watched you speak as it seemed your voice started to break. He took your hand in his, as your chest seemed to calm. Heaving a heavy sigh you continued, as tears stung your eyes.

"As I got ready it felt like I was reliving the night it happened." Your voice cracked as the drops started to roll. "Up my legs, my inner thighs . . . I could feel him kiss me there. I felt his hands . . . everything he did to me. It hurt, I felt dirty and I just started attacking my legs."

Katsuki gripped your hand harder as you started to shake. "Nothing worked it didn't go away, then everything just went black. I didn't mean to do all this," you cried as he started to stroke your shoulder with his other hand. "I just wanted it to go away. I wanted him to go away."

Katsuki pulled you into him, as your tears stained his clothes. He held you close as you shoke in his hold. His chest boiled at the thought of his continuous haunting of you. "He won't go away." You whimpered into his chest. "He won't go away."

He stroked your back as he glared into nothingness at your plight. Recalling the nights ago in which he delivered such punishment to that sorry excuse of a man. Guess beating the crap out of you isn't enough. Katsuki thought angrily as he held you close.

"It's okay," he said to you quietly. "he'll fuck off don't worry."

You lifted your head to look at him. To the blonde teary eyed and adorable, a look unusual but looked beautiful on you nonetheless. "How do you know that?" You asked.

"Cuz if we're gonna work," he started as he took your chin and laid his forehead against yours. "you'll have to forget about his ass and focus on me."

Your eyes widened at his bold words, at his confidence you couldn't help but giggle softly. There it was, he thought to himself, that smile he loved so much. Katsuki smiled as you laughed.

"You're confident aren't you?" You asked.

The blonde rolled his eyes as he brought your face close and kissed you once more. His heart ran at such high speeds it seemed it would burst. Your lips felt soft on his, just like he thought they would. He let go as you opened your eyes to look at him. You smiled at him warmly as he gave you a cocky grin.

"Well you like it don't you?" He asked.

You rolled your eyes at his sly remark. "I swear," you said comically. "so how long do you plan on staying?"

"Depends," he said putting his chin on his head. "how long do you need me here?"

Shrugging your shoulders you leaned back. "I don't know, will you stay?"

"I don't have any better shit to do."

"You could just say yes."

Katsuki sucked his teeth at you. "Nah." He touched your arms, your skin was cold but you didn't seem to shiver. "You're cold."

"Yeah well I've been in the hospital for a week. But I'm fine, it won't kill me." You responded trying to ease his concern.

"Just cuz it won't kill you doesn't mean you should freeze yourself." He retorted as he raised up his hoodie before pulling it onto your head. "Put your arms in idiot."

In surprise you rolled your eyes before putting your arms through the sleeves as the fabric held you warmly. He pulled it down on you before you got a food look at the skull like emblem on the chest area. It smelled like him, burnt and sweet like sugar.

"It's warm." You said quietly.

The blonde sucked his teeth as his face burned softly seeing you in his shirt. "Of course it is, I've been wearing it all day."

You smiled hiding a laugh, before taking his arm and pulling him close. He stood up and sat next to you sitting up against the head of the bed. You leaned into his body, before laying completely onto him. Katsuki stroked your side soothingly, your breaths were calm and slow. You felt at ease, the most peaceful you felt in so long. So this what a man's heart sounds like. You thought as snuggled further into his chest. Taking your hand you circled his heart softly and the blonde watched in awe as you tapped it softly before nuzzling into him again. His face began to warm as he held you firm.

Katsuki looked down at you and the way you buried yourself into him with such bliss. Maybe he would feel deserving of this. Of you, it would take some time. Katsuki could, now that he has you, he's not letting go.

"Puppy." You called out quietly.

"Yeah?" He asked resting his head on top of yours.

"I love you."

Katsuki's eyes widened at your words, before he flashed a stupid smile into your hair. "I love you too."

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1321 words

Well this was sweet to write. This is probably my favorite chapter that I've written so far, I was so impatient to write this but I didn't rush, so that's why y'all didn't get an actual first kiss for like, 60 chapters. Ignoring Hitoshi's birthday chapter. Anyway, let's talk to your classmates and family, then hopefully find our what happened to your mom and Merlin.